. . ballsslapp   uttered asif in reverie

                                            he heard himself   then asked Arya talkin to me

DeNiro  Taxi Driver

   a stonecold favourite didnt go there often

                                               though made him smile when he did

ballsslapp

                  Twyla   Twyla lalala rolls off the tongue her name was an attraction  she nearly broke his nose his neckbut she didnt   not for lack of tryin either of them 

                                                           he could imagine worse ways of departing

ballsslapp

           buried deepburied to the hilthipbone to hipbone  beneath him she made him catch his breathshe held hers too  keen eyecontact  gazing in lust maybe wondering if it could be morewas there more

Don move

         sounded like he begged

her carnivoregrin 

                  Don’t move?

Please no  don move

she tugged himkegeled him shed been a gymnast

breathlessly

             Please dondon move  please he begged

she had him right where she wanted

                                      he didnt want to cumnot just then he began pulling outshe gripped him a tug of war NO DON he nearhowled but he couldnt hear himself over her laughter but unable do two things at once in bed her grip slippedhe bucked off had he been a dog he would have licked his bone

                                                                                      collecting himself  Yare craz . .

. . For you completing his sentence                           

he smiled collapsed on top of herhis mouth at her belly  he kissed her

                                                                           Give me a second babe

Time. fuckin comedian

         he slipped his hands under the small of her backhugging her firmly rubbed his jaw against her hips she giggledhis beard tickled she teased Dondon DON move   Pleease

still smiling he looked up into her face looked at her between her breasts 

                                                                           shoving his right hand furthur under hercradling her backfinger an thumb playing with her Venus dimples he brought his left up gripped her breast  gently brushed her aureoleher erect nipple with his thumb 

                                          they lookedsmiled at each other 

                                                                                 I love you 

I love you too.

it was out of the box

cant take that back

he turned his head to a side

she gently laid her hand on his face stroked his cheekcheekbone with her thumb

they laid deathlystill  quiet

it was wonderful to be in love

suntime,  Saturday,  April9 2022

1214,  Thursday,  26  5. 22

Byrds  Everybody’s Been Burned  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8UfcTaIEvM8

he held his tongue  was incredulous 

                                       Mebbe ya misunderstood me

No no, I thinkI’m sure I heard you correctly.

absently he suckedair through his teeth  Okay awright   Whad I say

I don’t think it was so much what you said I said but rather I refuted you.

  Refuted   Blew my mind 

                              I canthave  I have a hard time believing thas how you relatedunderstood you were aging

I didn’t make sense?

No

     Perhaps in a manner of speaking in an oddball way  However its not the metric or yardstick Ive ever heard before  an I mean not evernot fucking   ever

Could be I’m unique.

   Unique   Nah

                        Eunuch comes to mind   Eunuch

his forehead furrowedbunched lotsa lines   deep furrows

                                                               You say . . eunuch?

Yah I did 

            But I repeat . . I said mebbe ya misunderstood me  I said I was absolutely sobered when I pickedup a Playboy opened it went at the gatefold Playmate of the Month read her bio name heightweight  measurements  birthdate 

          Stonecold sobered when I realise I was older than she was Last time I looked the playmates were older than me  We were getting close but they were older

Yes . I understood, however my timeline wasnt gauged according to playmates . . rather NBA players . I recognized I was older than they.

NBA players

Yes.

Might wanna hush it   hush hushit

                                      Should someone happen along this line of inquiryLie please lie   Tellme youll lie

Lie?

     Why should I lie?

Donya think it goes without saying

                                     An mindya  the third time this afternoon Ive dumped it goes without saying on you

NBA players                    

Christ  

suntime,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  25  5. 22

2321,  Day-between-Two-Ts

On occasions Grampa would make me a Cincinnati . at home mind you, not at the tavern.

. . . not at the tavern reeled in his ear how times have changed  a boy sipping a cold root beer in a tavern beside his father 

     but for that matter he remembered picking up cartons of cigarettes for his father at the Clark station on Touhy owner knew his dadknew him a simple transaction same asif he was buying a fivecent candy bar

A Cincinnati Dad 

                   I don know what tha is

Sure you do.

I don this is the first I can say yave mentioned it

That can’t be right.

Whose memory ya willin to trus . .

. . Yours yours, sorry . . thought I would have said earlier, it was delicious, a foamy head, crazy sweet, cold.

Was it known as a Cincinnati around the city

That’s what it was called in the neighborhood, I couldn’t say for elsewhere.

So what is it

Grandpa poured halfglass of lager the reminder with Dad’s root beer, it was brewed not three blocks from the house, had a root beer garden too.

No kiddin wha a delightful memory  I appreciate you sharing

You’re welcome, it was quite a treat, as I said, on occasion.

 

later that evening he sat down to watch Madigan  1968   Richard Widmark Henry Fonda Inger Stevens Inger Stevens had to mention her twiceSwedish bombshell   Inger Stevens

in a scene Widmarks character Madigan a New York detective enters a bar on a tip that a criminal hes pursuing is there 

       he came up behind the man  he was sitting in a booth crossing in front of him Madigan sees he isnt who hes after

     Whaddaya looking at? the man asked

Thought you were somebody I knew from Cincinnati.

belligerent drunk the man goes to stand up saying Nobody tells me I look like I’m from Cincinnati . .  

Madigan shoved him back down into the booth  Be quiet and drink your milk. 

   something else

                  hadnt thought of Cincinnati in forever and thenBAM  hears it twice in a day

2243,  Twosday,  24  5. 22

1237,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  25  5. 22

The Byrds  Moog Raga  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xVySwHYZH5Q