she died
Want
he wrote to no one in
particular
left it among his papers
I wanted and had and having
needed want no more.
make of it what they will
1130-ish-ness, Wednes?day,
7 5. 08
1127, 2sday,
30 7. 24
31.7.24
a sizable bird whipped over their
heads took a branch in a young redwood across from where they sat conversing and raucouslyjeered
them repeating a harsh nasalgrowl a shook shook shook shook cry
Wha the hells tha
That’s a Steller’s jay.
Got a big fuckin mouth
They’re bold, aggressive birds.
Got a big mouth
Yasay a jay
Yes.
Ive got jays at my place
You do, they're scrub jays. Intelligent, friendly.
Don cry like this yahoo
No they don’t.
What is it you call them?
Seriously
I asked didn't I?
Boids
They show up when you feed your outdoor cats.
Yah
Ill toss them kibble But before I do I talk to them I say Hey boid hey boid or boids if twosometimes
more appear
They
cock their heads asif listening to me Then I scatter kibble on the drive They drop
from the fence onto it anseriously getIve
counted one once took nine kibble into their beakhad to be stuffed in their gullet too then fly off
I enjoy the hell out of em
Jays Same family
Yes. Corvids.
I knew youd know ya birdwatcher
you
Thank you.
Thank you
But let me say this
What’s that?
I can define their difference in particular their calls
You wont forget
I have trouble remembering, you
know that.
I do
I promise you wont forget
Awright. This I gotta hear.
cleared his throat
Scrub jays are like
the modest guys who have to have a couple of drinks before they can go into a titty bar
A titty bar.
Youre listening
Can’t wait to hear where you go with
this.
Stellers jays are the same guys who went into the titty bar but now have sixseveneight drinks under their
belt
Oh My God.
Yah
Yeah definitely.
I won’t forget that.
Neither will I
Damn proud of the analogy
1531, 2sday,
30 7. 24
1917, day-between-2-Ts, 31 7.
24
it was an inane conversation
happily he lead the way
Shady Vance commenced it
his guffawedGo
fuck yourself INANE childless cat ladies
Ya gotta love what a prick he is Possibly second only to the prick at the top of
the ticket hard
to believe hes married
Why do Republicans
pound women think them the weaker sexwho
the fuck bears children love to see one man withstand a delivery
Anyet theyre the smarter sex
This election will confirm that
What about
men that want babies
What are you talking about?
Men who want children
They have children with their partners
who, hopefully, also want children.
Ill tellya Even people who introduce themselves sorely vetted via their biographies I like
long walks in the rain match.com zoosk.com love the zoo analogy okaycupid
eharmony bumble tinder a favourite of
mine christianmingle
an ofcourse your favourite grindr
They lie
Ansosay they havent partners Still want children
They can adopt.
Sure
However these guys don want to parent Ansay theyre committed pronatalists
Prowhat?
Pronatalists Demographics couchHA SHADY their argument in infertility decreasing sperm count
Which I believe is disingenuous
Howso?
Sperm banks are filled to
overflowing Paints quite a picture huh
Watch whereya step Hell I leave a condom
at ones doorstep every week
Label
it Anonymous
So, you leave DNA? They can find
you if they wish.
Prosecute you. If anyone deserves that you do.
ignored that For littering
If I left money outside
a bank marked Anonymous Wha then
Im littering
Jesus. So where you going with this?
Where did we start
Childless cat ladies. he
damn near began preening usually didnt remember
shit
Childless cat men
You’re not letting that go arya?
No way Jose I wouldnt have learned of pronatalists if I
had
Childless cat men Cant have
babies on their own Want babies
Know what theyre called
in common nomenclature
Ohbrother. Really playing this
up, aren't you? What?
Rapists
Republicans have given them a pass The prickticket Possibly pronatalists
he did say inane
1631, 2sday,
30 7. 24
1223, day-between-2-Ts, 31 7.
24
rapists
Stones She’s So Cold
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oBaRvt777Qw
gotta wonder what people wake up with
in their heads aint hypnopompic shite
consumed
even before they put their
feet on the floor by what they have to get done have accomplished will be complimented perhaps rewarded criticised punished and any a reason for getting up or staying put
calling-in
sick
skipping school
lying
cheating
stealing
he wondered
what he woke up with had nagged
him through the night
he had visuals strangers their
voices words
they
were unkind
thought to threaten him
wisely however
realised he was a lucid dreamer he could really fuck
them up turn their vapour to stone
annihilate them
dreamed entities live before theyre dreamed and can live after a dreamer wakes
not stupid
they werent going to run the risk
if he were an asshole
he might
only go to sleep to torture his dreams which is fucked up
though he was sure sociopaths psychopaths narcissists dream
his naggers kept at him is it an asylum in a slum or a slum asylum
slum asylum
pretty slick
tried slumasylum
would likely trip up
people trying to make heads or tails of it without context
slumasylum
might assume slurredspeech a breakdown between thought and it emerging
from ones mouth
a drug a disease
a foreign word
not English
THATS WHAT STAYED WITH HIM WHEN HE WOKE
couldnt say he wasnt intrigued
0530 – time to take a leak, 2sday, 30 7. 24
he sighed at night under the poor
fatcandle dusk just prior to sleep coming to steal his eyes
sighed
Yes.
sighed
Yes
sighed Tell me a story.
she wouldnt ask him of that any
morewouldnt let him tell her a story to
help her go to sleep
she said it helped
it had to be a different story
every time
queer that as punchdrunk she was
at night if he tried to tell a same story she would mumble I know that. A new one, please.
he was tired too
somehow
he did
he sighed at night in the queer
fatcandle dusk prior to sleep coming to steal his eyes
sigheddeeply
sighing without word
Please. Would you tell me a story?
finally 130AM, Friday to Saturday, 9 5.
08 to 10 5. 08
1150, 2sday,
30 7. 24
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