You hold a very special place in my heart. 

he didnt doubt it 

it was truly wonderful to be reminded however 

                                                  she too held a place in his heart  his wife knewhis girlfriend knows  he told them that the only women outside his family he ever said I love you to were them

he didnt use love as some guys didthinking it the keythe access to womans body so they could satisfy their lustmake no mistake it was lust  it was manipulation 

                                             Yacant masturbate 

I don’t masturbate. I don’t touch myself. You some kind of freak?

Evidently Id pleasure myself before Id lie to a wo . . 

. . Lie? Tell ‘em you love them to get in their pants ain’t lying.

Hows that  in your mind

I’m making love to them.

That isnt making love

It is. 

Lemme ask  If they reject your advancethey say No

You know they don’t mean it. 

Whadaya mean when you say No

That’s different.

Anif a women resists your  charms   yathink they like it rough

Don’t know if they like it rough, but the struggle, the back and forth, convincing them, makes it more interesting, more fun, cuz you know in their heart that if they say No they’re saying it more so to, you know, protect, keep their honor, saying No doesn't necessarily mean No, it means they aren’t easy. A woman doesn’t want to be known as easy or loose. 

Ill bet yare easy

Excuse me?

If a woman comes on to you  I’m on it  An yadon touch yourself   ever You said she wanted it! I think you do but you think its unmanly to say soto admit it  I don’t. he grimaced at him like a dog pulling at its chain if the chain snaps does the dog come on he sized him up let him come

Man, the way you look at things is all screwed up; bet you don’t get laid enou . .

. . You do You get laid You make love enough I masturbate because I cant get enough of the woman I love

I tucker her out

What’s to tucker out?

Yare a lovely guy yaknow that

frankly he didnt know why he bothered to engage him  he turned his back on him and walked away 

 

a special place in ones heart becomes apparent

                                                   sooner or later

2ish,  Reggae Friday,  18  12. 20

1229,  Sunday,  20  12. 20

 

he texted :  :  Hey, babe! Im engrossed in Netflix’s The Professor and the Madman -- Mel Gibson Sean Penn – the creation of The Oxford English Dictionary   

 :  :  Ooooh – that sounds completely up your alley!

 :  :  Ohshit  up and around and down and shotthrough my alley – a very beautiful story, though I am unsurprised . . words are paint, they are razors, bats, they are gentle caresses . .. they are our tongues, our fingers, our nerves

 :  :  Beautifully said, Dad…

 :  :  I am moved, it seems I’m easily moved these days, sensitive, walking on glass . . . however, I am aware of every step, love

 :  :  How are you? I love you and miss you…

 :  :  Goodness, I love you and miss you so very much

 :  :  Walking on glass – did you have that sensation before?

 :  :  I’ve been walking on glass since Aniela died . ..  this is my grief; I am aware of its steps . . .  I remember my steps when Mom died

 :  :  Oh – I see – that makes sense.

 :  :  I am sorry for your pain, though I think how very fortunate we are to have shared in Aniela’s life, and will celebrate it until we can no longer – we will tell her stories and keep her alive; not that her fire can ever be wetted, quelled . . . .  I am eternally grateful for Aniela and for you – without sounding prickish, I must say Mom and I knocked it out of the park when you two were born

 :  :  Again – beautifully said.

 :  :  Let’s just admit we’re beautiful, eh?

 :  :  I’m so very thankful that you guys gave her to me as my sister. She was quite the teacher.

 :  :  I believe Aniela too would thank Mom and I for gracing her with you, her “little” sisterHA

 :  :  Agreed.

 :  :  We could be accused of being Vain – emailing you an appropriate song, love

 :  :  Haha – Carly Simon?

 :  :  Hahaha  you know it!

 

2222,  Reggae Friday,  18  12. 20

Carly Simon  You’re so Vain  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cleCtBP0o5Y