13.7.16



distress




                                                                 there was no other word for it 
other words left him the emptiness
the chic uniformed spaces between the construction between the barebones and superstructure of her web
often knitted or fused  glommed-on by the still wrapped brittle exoskeletons of her victims


she served him distress icecold
                          his suicidal daddylonglegs who twice he saved


she turned into a cannibal



crumpled remains hung singularly here and there  grisly trophies


he witnessed her beat out a violent throb on her web
sending forth vibrations which attracted the smaller males who scampered up the wall to tentatively answer her peals

a kind of courtship ensued  a dance
                              but when she circled behind him
she sensually brushed his hind legs with her foremost
stroking him slavishly
exciting him
paralyzing him
             in an amused and musing erotic anxiousness
his male hormones salted away packed tight
his afflicted senses dulled
                    ABRUPTLYshe launched herself onto his back one foot stomping his cephalothorax just behind his eyes blinding him
then bites him through his thin shell puncturing his brain short-circuiting him

his legs spasm

his pairs uncoordinated dancers  palsied


an umbrella turned on its head
its spokes normally unified
collapsing
separately twisting impeded shaking

the umbrella shudders

then leaping aside she flinches  her eight eyes trying to avoid being poked or jabbed by his flailing joints

she tosses in a couple of loose lassoes of silk and cinches them restraining him though not necessarily to bind him
his spasms are too violent    


primordial Life fights hardest

it has no sense of hopelessness or death

it fires on whatever cylinders remain

it pumps hydraulics into severed hoses
                                Uuntil the whole heap collapses
and the last drool and jewel of Life is spent




and now
he hangs still

she returns to satiate herself


hes responsible for that  for everything she does now
because he saved her once
                       then again




he wondered if cannibals were ever suicidal




1022,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  13  7. 16
1528,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  13  7. 16