26.1.20



he wondered what he might wroite if he was unprompted



he had nothing in particular to say
                                     an unsounded bell  the Tao that can be told is not the eternal Tao  the name that can be named is not the name of the eternal namethe nameless is the beginning of heaven and earth
the named is the mother of ten thousand things


he had bupkis




it was latelate at night  

he had a stiff neck 

he was running on three hours of sleepno dreams unreplenished sand in his eyes a real sad sack                                                              

he couldnt say what he had left


however every dry sponge can be squeezed hard and found to retain a single cell a hlao courtesy of Watership Down a cell resistant enough so to extract a bit of moisture or memory  a tenacious stale pocket wherein resides the makingsthe genesis of a possible oasis  an Eden  a continent named Africa  Humankinds cradle
                                                                                          despite certain white humanunkinds who try their ignorant level best to deny an debase the black Eve  the Mother of all human beings

secretly he hoped there others mothers
                                        by some black magic Liliths

to alleviatesubvert his lazy concern regarding incest

because without Liliths human breeds were incestuous

that said he never found his sisters sexually attractive

as the eldest child he changed scores and scores of their cloth diapers fed them burped them indulged them bathed them

No there wasnt anything sexually attractive about them

he never suffered that perverted snail winding in his brain




cell squeezed
               an innarestin daub of thought-forgotten moisture



he was tired

he was turning in

                                                                       into what?



2156,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  22  1. 20
                                                          1147,  Sunday,  26  1. 20
              
Lao Tsu  Tao Te Ching