3.2.15



Ill get up Ill get up . . . 




                                      his words  tone  lacked substance
someone in another room would mistake them for snoring

Ill get up





                in just a minute



                                                                                                                  just a minute
Ill get up
               I will . . .


their cat didnt rouse or slip an eye to peek when the soft alarm sounded the third time after she
had eerily  seemingly  motionlessly  silenced it by its snooze button

the three of them were very tired


                               in just a minute  he warned  he wasnt going anywhere  just yet  his head was laden  heavy  with coloured dreams and black sleep and other dreams throwing shadows against queer walls and long longer across fields and lawns  on shrubs and the skirt and curtain of a peaceful twittering forest 
 
he hadnt a consciousness to even wonder where she might be in her head or the cat in his  though their breathing sounded as if they had both fallen asleep again
                                                                              he hung there by the slimmest
of margins  at a razors edge between the sheer precipices of moody wakefulness    and all its jealousies and greed
and deepening sleep  alluring  drowsy   like amber syrup oozing  and its trapped fantastic and phantasmagorical drug-addled apparitions  the giants and sylphs
lepers and vampyres
                                   he struggled between unconsciousness and consciousness  manacled and freed   incarcerated or serrated into bleeding pieces
                                                 the peaceful   and the riotous      
there was no wonder in him why alcohol and other drugs permeated his culture  or any cultures    defying the Religious Freaks and Howls who damned those who used them



                           . . . Ill get up in a minute

he was up before ten ticks tocked
talk about timing   or

coffee
French Press
it wasnt going to make itself
she wasnt going to make it
the cat didnt have an opposable thumb
and even if he did he wasnt going to make it either

the servitude of caffiend
its black African smell

its grit from the bottom of the cup between their teeth

the day ensuing

the promise
of sex


he won the bet fair and square and if there was any reason to wake this morning and embrace the day there wasnt a better reason than getting up for the coloured sex to come

Ill get up
he wasnt the only thing that got up
 
he was not alone




the marmalade of sleep  the curd of dreams   dripped away   and the automaton making French Press was in full gear

                                                   it ran nearly without him even having to open an eye



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