pseuicide 

          Ohshit he thought thas awfully clever  also known as pseudocide 

then he discovered Paul La Farge hadnt coined it he read it in his book The Night Ocean which was awesome anywho

if someone asked hed say La Farge DID coin it 

                                                 fuck em if they coudnt take a joke

the boiled blanched pale expression faking ones death  he was familiar withKEN KESEY a hero who swang through his life like Tarzan or Jane on a vine he had faked his trying to beat drug charges marijuana possessionMARIJUANA  marijuana still made his cock hard Fuckinuptight American State  enemies of the state who gets to name them the State! question itOhmygoodness perhaps you become an enemy 

                                                               an this is a democracy

or as Republicant whiners prefer  a Republic

but he digressed 

                  whadif someone decided to split their husk and transmigrate metempsycho into anothers body skip the dead part vacate  shack up with another soul Have room for me  though probably wise to ask before you moving in unlike Heinleins Time Enough for Love 

                                        NO  refused to move in with a chick 

                                                                             despite usually getting along swimminglywell with the opposite sex  probably a downside him whispering Cats playinya babe Kick him in the balls stick him with the tab  

    Adios mumuchachu

he advocated women kicking men in the balls theyd kick women in the facein the ass without a thought

   Ah pseuicide  a silverlining in an otherwise stormy cloud

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https://gizmodo.com/the-psychology-of-faking-your-own-death-1830022958  https://www.muckrock.com/news/archives/2017/oct/06/fbi-ken-kesey/

Carlos Gardel  Adios Muchachoes  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ot2keLHZ83s

So ya gonna cut that out?

   I don think so   If I was I woud have cut it out long ago

Why do you do it?

No idea

When did you start?

Coudnt say  It evolved

How evolved?

Took a sip an didnt immediately swallow

Yet you’ve commented sometimes you choke on it when you’ve forgotten you had it in your mouth.

I have

       Sometimes as I fall asleep

But you could just swallow after you sip.

I coud I don Mebbe Ive sipped an found I wasnt thirsty 

                                                            Mebbe

But if you weren’t thirsty why would you have sipped in the first place?

Mebbe I thought I was 

How often would you say you choke on the sip?

Oh only a very small percent of the time usually when Ive sipped some water at bedtime an choke as Im falling asleep Mind you its only a sip 

                                Choking during daytime is really rare Then Im usually playing with it or I realise when I go to take another I have one in my mouthpretty humourous So then I swallow and sip again and the cycle usually begins all over

I think I like tha my mouth is wet

You think?

I like you note I think I do not believe  Or sometimes I just sip a bit of what I sipped Makes it last longer

he cocked his head like a perplexed rooster

Theres also another aspect to itvery evident If someones talking who I disagree with it allows me to tarrynot immediately respondbuys me some time to assess outline better reason my argument 

                                                                                          Woudnt ya think tha advantageous 

I – I -- could see an advantage.

Then there we have it At the risk of briefly choking

Gotta admit that’s strange, man.

I am happie to concur         

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pretty presumptuous not a phonaesthetics candidate 

                                                         his computer

   to the right on its task bar it tossed up a pretty blue umbrella its handle J’d left then to its right and above are elongated blue raindrops at a fortyfive degree angle to the umbrella and immediately right Raining now  

he could see it was

looking out his window

now it said Heavy rain 

he could see that too

theres nothing like being badgered by a tool badgered by a smartphone  badgered

maybe some people needed to be gently provoked

                                                    reminding them to be thoughtful reminding them their periods coming their calendar reminding them No more events today

he wondered  At what point does reminding erase a mind

  

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now Flood a yellow caution triangle a house within it above two parallel blue squiggly lines

he lives tiptop on a hill 

he might worry if it displayed Epic Biblical Flood  a blue ball an upthrusted hand three fingers extended

he dug research 

                 in college English Film Study dropout he ghostwrote theme papers for money  audaciously guaranteed As or their money back 

he didnt return a cent 

he also ghostwrote love letters to mend rents in relationships charged five bucks did a brisk business return business word-of-mouth business 

didnt return a cent either

he welcomed research however there was another aspect to it  similarly named but something altogether different 

its result was biased prejudiced twisted to fit their argument 

he called it reachsearch 

Reachsearch?

Yah 

     Someone researches a subject distorts their findings a reason why I don take people at their word I have no trouble admitting I don know an Im more than happy to find out learn for myself

I tell em to save their breath  

Im amazed how often they keep on breathing 

When I walk offwalk away they think Im rude   

   Reachsearch. 

                   I like it.

Me too

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