21.8.23


sometimes yaget more than ya bargain for
                                              he hadnt bargained
fell into his lap


We ought to facetime.

Heard of it
              I don think so

Why not? I’d be nice to see your face.

Yaknow wha my face looks like

Yes, yes I do.
               But it’d be so nice to be able to see you while we talk.

I didnt like Skyping

You didn’t give it a chance.

Three three strikes an yer out
                                 I tried it didnt like it

But that was before.

Whas changed Still a two-dimensional representation
                                                          Im three-dimensional  No thank you



Are you facetiming me?

Am I

Looks like it.

I might have hit somethinWHY did you do tha

So we can facetime.

she was as beautiful as when he saw her in the flesh three weeks prior but this representation wasnt flesh
                                                                                                        I really don like this
Give it a chanceplease.

                            Gimme a second. Traffic was nutsI’m home later than I thought.  Lemme get comfortable.
she set the phone down 
he saw ceiling
I’m on speaker, you can still talk to me.

   Nice ceiling

You’re a real prince nice ceiling.   How was your day? Keep your nose clean? Didn’t provoke anyone?

No provocations You got me wrong
                                       I encourage people
Encourage?

Yes

Like encouraging your sister?

he was gobsmacked You heard about tha
I did.
Hey how comfortable do you need to be
Hushit.

Your ceiling isnt tha interesting  Mebbe if it wasnt sprayed if it was textured plaster with a trow . .
. . Nobody does tha anymore.

Anthas a shame A lost art

Don't change the subject, we're talking about your sister.

You were Im looking at your ceiling

Just another minute. You want me to be comfortable for our first facetime.

I made a mistake how beat the hell out of him

I ran into your sister. That’s how I know.

Is there nothing sacred . .
. . Between women . . no. Men are secretkeepers until they’re incentivised . . . paid enough.

Ill not refute tha

No you’ll not. So her birthday is coming up and she mentioned the yardman coming to trim her tre . .
. . Knock yourself out

You told her . . maybe he could trim her bush.

I did
      She refused to laugh she told me she wasnt going to encourage me  But thas wha I do  Tell me wha I can do to encourage you to stop me from having to look at your ceiling

   Tell me I’m pretty.
Yare pretty
she turned the phone at herself
Thank Goddess

   Thank Goddess, how cute are you?

Not as attractive as you  Comfortable

Yes. Thank you.
                  I’m comfortable. I opened a bottle of wine. You have something to drink?

I can

I’ll go with you. Lemme guess.
                                 A beer, shot of whisky.         

Very good though not original  Whaelse woud a polack drink

Not wine.

No Not that
             One sec the beer sighed as he pulled its tab  An were off  A good day babe

Another day in the salt mines.

 

they talkedimbibed nearly an hour
                                         So I gotta ask . . you think you’re coming around?
No  Im humouring you this once

This once . . nooo
                    she dropped the phone
it bounded off the plush bedroom carpeting flipped oncelanded glaring up
she wore only a tshirt
no panties
trimmed up nicely
pussy shaved  a nifty articulated chevron

   Mighty sweet grrl  yatryin to encourage me
 
1257,  Monday,  21  8. 23

Hominidscene Idscene  Egoscene    Voyeurscene 
                                                      4 strands nastilyknotted tangledup
a Macramescene

that can hold a ceramic pot
but not water


Media describes former as scared
                                    Scared    Please
why does it defer 
it ought to call a spade a spade 
                                hes frightened
Media ought to stringently clarify  formers as frightened as a little child
hes having a hard time holding his water

Please  Colour Him Frightened
                                 hes facing 4 trials 91 felonies currently that have been convened and will be tried by his peers

a frightened child whos convinced as a narcissist is that he is without peers

he be troubled swallowing that
                                  fearing it will stick in his throat choke him to death

although the courts duly will not have that 

theyre staffed with authentic certified heimlichers
   no sweat
             hell be around for each verdict

1326,  Sunday,  20  8. 23
2112,  Monday,  21  8. 23


tropical storm Hilary was moving through and he knew she would make for a cloudy morning



they met face to face for the first time a few weeks back
                                                             a friend shared her number
said shed seen him in town and was interested to meet him
He’s the bookwalker?

Excuse me?

Bookwalker. He walks around town reading.

Ohyes yes, excuse me, I hadn’t heard him called that before.  Some talent, huh?

Have you tried?
Walk and read?

Yes.

No.  For the life of me I can’t walk and chew gum at the same time.

I tried.

And . . how did it go?

It went. Seemed every crack I crossed had my name on it. I stumbled around like a drunk. I went around the blockthought if I walked on familiar terrain I’d have a better shot at it. 
                                                                          Failed miserable nearly broke my neck.

Maybe it was the book. Perhaps a different book . .
. . I don’t think so. I think he’s been doing it for a long time, although I appreciate you trying to blame the book for my failure.   

It’s said when you fall off the hors . .
. . Save it. Please. I’m not a fan of idioms.
                                             I can’t believe you know him.
Do you think . . maybe . I could meet himwe could meet?

I’ll ask. He’s not predictable.



Weve known each other a few years

Yes.

You know Im not keen on blind dates 
                                          Being setup
Yes.
       And as long as we've known each other I haven't.

You have not
                 he did value her itd be her fall from grace  made him chuckle

What’s funny?

Ill call her
              I cant call her friend  Whas her name

Laila.

Like the wellknown Hawaiian resort

Exactly. she rolled her eyes
                             
she knew him well ComonIwannalayya  Ill call Laila
                                                        Woudya like to let her know or shall I surprise her

Howbout I call, we’ll take one surprise of what will be too numerous to count off the table.
                                                                                                Go easy on her.
Nice try

Thought it was worth it.

he nodded
            easy wasnt in his vocabulary  or sweet



Laila stirred

he been awake awhile  watched her sleep 

he adored the play of her mouth a sweet pucker pout 
                                                         akin to that of a very young baby which he assumed meant they dreamed they were nursing   forever to be assumed he asked   they didnt say

Lailas eyes fluttered
                         sleepily Stop woudya.

Cant help myself   he kissed her forehead Youre beautiful

You can stop that too, you’ve already gotten into my pan . .
. . An I wanna keep getting into em

closing her eyesstretching she laughed
                                                fuckin dimples

Laila open your eyes sumptin I wanna show you  Been working on it since I woke

she opened them 
                      big beautiful almondshaped green eyes   Injun blood  Italian blood      

he leaned forward  kissed one eye then the other
                                                    then leaning back Yare going to shit
Not in bed . .
. . You will

Awright.   You wash the sheits.

I like it  Youve awakened clever

Yah. Clever usually doesn’t come until after coffee.

When were done Ill make coffee


What do I have to do to sheit.

Nothing Just lay back eyes open
                                    I got the sun on a dimmer switch  Watch
Dimmer switch?
                  her mouth did that babything  DAMMIT did it again hed flipspin her on top of himshe coud suck his cock hed eat her like a sugarcone stuffed deep with soft icecream
cleared his throat 
                  Where did you go?
Tellya showya later  Yaready

You’re awfully excited. 

I am  Ready

Me too. I am.
              the bedroom was flooded with sunlightangled faced East


Okay.
        Laila was breathing high in her chest 

Annow   Itll dim
                           the room began dimming


Now brighten
                       it brightened



Dim
      dimmed


Dimmer
               dimmered  nearly asif dawning

Little more light
                      lightened


Dim

         dimmed



All bright
          the sun gleamedshot through the window
he grabbed her astonished face 
kissed her deeply
                     Good morning  Ill make coffee

he slipped octopusquick out of bed

0757,  Monday,  21  8. 23
Awaken the Inner Spirit  Japanese Zen  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XMOrgZXvgHY