Duffy

Duffy sent me woodpecker sawdust

                                         Reminds me Tinkerbell her Pixie dust  without it shes unable to fly  I hope Duffy wasnt too generousdidnt diminish her abilities for whatever woodpecker sawdust provides

I’ve . . I’ve never heard of . that.

Me neither It came inside a coffinshaped glass jewelry box   A bit unsettling A small note inside it facing up on bonecoloured parchment said it was woodpecker sawdust

What is that?

  Logically bits an dust of wood excavated by a woodpecker either from it searching for insects or to storepack seeds or nuts in

         It seems me   You have an idea

 

No.

     What are you going to do with it?And whos Duffy?

Duffys my mother She wants to be known as Duffy from here on

he cringed  uncomfortably

                             Your mother?

Yes  Don make a face

Your mother’s dead.

  Yes

Are you okay?

Yes

       I was moved  The notes in her handwriting  I believe it was written with the fountain pen I gave her years ago  Her cursive is beautiful and the flourish of ink not ballpoint is quite exquisite  An unmistakable

he shifted his feet  Are you sure you’re okay?

I can show you the jewelry box the dust the note Yare familiar with her handwriting you can see for yourself

he slowly shook his head side to side  mulling   indecisive

                                                                    Duffy 

Yes  Thank you

No. I’d rather not.

                    I’ll take your word.

Should you change your mind Id be happy to show you

                                                              The glass coffinshaped boxI believe  acknowledges her acceptance of her death  You remember she didnt want to be buriedcoudnt breathe didnt want to be cremated itd burn 

In a coffin in a crypt was an excellent solution to her dilemma

                                                                 An maybe afterall  she gave me all her dust  She doesnt need to flymaybe  I don know  Ill have to give it more thought but off the top of my head  that’s my consideration   Ill give it more thought

You are sure you’re okay?

Yes thank you I am   Im surprised but okay an grateful  This confirmsfalls in line with my considered belief that theres an unseen veil to say biologically a lenticel aerenchyma auriferous parenchyma  stomata  that allows exchangesinteractions between  us 

                                       It separates life an death  a febrilefor lack of a better word or word I havent right now  A febrile passage

I don’t know what to say.

 Ifya don don

AMish,  Sunday,  3  7. 22

1155,  Saturday,  9  7. 22

Duffy  Don’t Forsake Me  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4mclC7ctlfY

Boards of Canada  Nlogax  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WmZaMmGxSVo

Oops its happened again

Las Vegas Nevada  or did you forget

Buffalo New York

Awright ya have to get this down pat Summons piety sorrow really sell it   Repeat after me  humbly   I offer my most fervent and urgent prayers

I . I offer my most fervent and urgent prayers.

You got it

Yes.

Lemme hear it again

I . . I offer

No ya cant deliver it like that  not rote  Say it with feelingmake eye contact  Emote   Try again

I offer my most fervent and urgent prayers.

Yes  Eyes

           Once again

deeply warmly solicitously  unblinking   I offer my most fervent and urgent prayers.

  Yes 

       At night when you kneel down beside your bed ifya kneel to say your prayers   pause a moment say it first  It cant be reflexive but from the heartthe depths of your soul   Got it

Yes.

Yes Good  Your political career your standing depends on it

Uvalde Texas

A word, senator? 

  head bowed griefstricken  Yes. A moment please  clears his throat  its husky with grief   I offer my most fervent and urgent prayers.

Tulsa Oklahoma

Five people are dead, congressman.

I'm terribly shaken.  I offer my most fervent and urgent prayers.

Highland Park Illinois

Senator, someone from atop a building opened fire on a Fourth of July parade, six people are believed dead, a seventh in critical condition . . what are you going to do about this horrific shooting?

cow eyes sniffsniff   I offer my most fervent and urgent prayers.

1739,  Twosday,  5  7. 22

224preferred,  Saturday,  9  7. 22

https://www.newyorker.com/news/daily-comment/the-las-vegas-massacre-report-and-the-rise-of-second-amendment-nihilism

https://www.nytimes.com/article/mass-shootings-2022.html   https://www.democracynow.org/2022/5/27/uvalde_texas_shooting_trigger_points_prevention?utm_source=Democracy+Now%21&utm_campaign=c3ad69abfa-Daily_Digest_COPY_01&utm_medium=email&utm_term=0_fa2346a853-c3ad69abfa-192501705                                                                       

Sound scripted

if we hardened our democracy

                                 other things can follow   like boiling an egg

the biggest problem firming things up is the Republican party

                                                                 it stands for nada      

Hemingway  A Clean, Well-lighted Place

                                           “ . . . he knew it was all nada y pues nada y nada y pues nada. Our nada who art in nada, nada be thy name thy kingdom nada thy will be nada in nada as in nada. Give us this nada our daily nada and nada us our nada as we nada our nadas and nada us not into nada but deliver usfrom nada; pues nada. Hail nothing full of nothing, nothing is with thee.”

                                                it killed him to share a muscular Hemingway with them they arent muscular Hemingway parses them  gutted flensed pared fileted offal tossed off to a side he furrows trying to find if they haveat least a pearl inside them he attempts to find something redeeming about them

but they believe their job is to be obstructionists   cockblockers

  hardening democracy

                            to have Republicans help would require them to ingest handfuls of phosphodiesterase type 5 (PDE5) inhibitor pills Viagra and such and submit to plastic surgery  testicular prosthesesLADIES hard to believe that women would side with them  a selective estrogen receptor modulator (SERM) mighty close to sperm  Ospemifene (Osphena) for vaginal atrophy

a subliminal Mariachi band member whispered  Yare being ridiculous

I am 

Yare trying to be offensive

I am they offend me Shit or get off the pot They exhibit no leadership offer no solutions enable a criminal Their justice their Themis peeks out from under her blindfold 

                                                   Theyre an egregious pedigree an my hope overly manipulated  like German Shepherd hip dysplasia it cuts short their political lives

That was a mouthful

A mournful mouthful Theyre trying to eradicate the Twentieth Century

Retro Republicans

   Yes

409preferred,  Thursday,  7  7. 22

1021,  Saturday,  9  7. 22

Doors  Changeling  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yPQn5XwW8aY 

https://my.clevelandclinic.org/health/treatments/15993-testicular-prosthesis

the Republican Party stands for forcing children to bear children for weapons of war  mass murder