he reared up onto his kneesThas thinking baby 

                                                  he was prone to understanding that about her

You heard me?

When you talk I listen 

I didn’t think you could hear me.

Im listening for orders I want to please you 

she gasped 

             had finished herself off with her fingersclutching a breastpinching her nipple writhed  wiggled her hips

  he dug it

when she opened her eyes again  dreamy   when they refocused she smiled at him 

                                                                                          I think I think best on my back.

I like how you think  Im happy to do wha I canmy part 

  Your part.

Yes

I could use your partbut gently . . I’m really sensitive. 

                                                               Ooooooh

2142,  Thurday,  3  11. 22

1336,  ReggaeFriday,  11  11. 22

absently he took hot water for his tea off the stove the clock above the electric burners read 9:33

turninround he stepped to the sink to pour the water into his mug over it  

                                                                            Whawastha he wondered  whawas I supposed to remember 

  violently his eyes leapt from their socketsrappelled to his chestpunched through it and out his back 

                                                                                                          9:35  

as he set the mug on the counterturnedround again they speedily slopped back into his skull  he rubbed them with his knuckles 

          they were correct

  aah he recalled  eye appointment this afternoon 

                                                     he wasnt seeing things correctly though he wasnt sure that either an optometrist or ophthalmologist could help 

his eyes saw what they wanted to see

                                            he was along for the ride

0935,  Thursday,  3  11. 22

1252,  ReggaeFriday,  11  11. 22

Peggy Lee  Is That All There Is?  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QPP6UgkmyM4

machnamh a dheanamh ar 

                              legit Irish he had a tough time with English   to think about  reflect   deliberate 

he thought things over plenty 

                               hed side with Lucifer when Lucifer told archangel Michael   Non serviam I will not serve

Michael chose to serve 

                         and going deep theyd side with James Joyce his Ulysses 100 this year  I will tell you what I will do and what I will not do. I will not serve that in which I no longer believe, whether it calls itself my home, my fatherland, or my church; and I will try to express myself in some mode of life or art as freely as I can and as wholly as I can, using for my defence the only arms I allow myself to use – silence, exile, and cunning.

reflect

deliberate

not time wasted to know ones self

1541,  Thursday,  10  11. 22

1204,  ReggaeFriday,  11  11. 22

Magwai  Kill Jester  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oTV-GyOBKkc