12.12.15



(scatting through pursed lips to music playing inside of his head as the showers warm water laps him licks his face kisses his eyelashes weaves through his hair) he pats the cool tiled wall to its beat with the flat of his hands   mined from wherever he heard it   somewhere   not that he could say

but somewhere
                           nauh  nauh nauh  nauh nauhnauh  nauh   nauh  nauh nauh  nauh nauhnauh  nauh   nauh  nauh nauh nauh nauhnauh  nauh    bbrriinngg(mallet run across a xylophones tone bars)    mauh mauh  mauh mauh mauhmah  mauh   mauh mauh mauh  mauh mahmauh  mauh   mauh mauh  mauh mauh mauhmah  mauh  ahbbrriinngg
(xylophone again)    hmm hmm hmmhmm(the music dissipating)   mahManson  mahMason   mahMansonite  mahMasonite   sodomite  Mansonized  nauh  Mansonised frets   Am I really fretting a z or s  Really    dafuckHah!
(he printed it out on the back of his eyelids) he questioned himself  questioned r  a  z  or  s  Uh oh  See l oh     Oh Cielo  Benedict Canyon  All these years later    R  we  still  sensitive

blindly he gave it lipservice beneath the running water 
 
he was rendered as anyones rendered by warm playing water the sounds of a gurgling drain their eyes shut    brain finally quieted its synapses firing randomly gone stream-of-consciousness  its dams bars barriers blasted  within an apeshit breakout    lush green jungles    set out down bluelined crackled highways  an never any traffic to contend with
 
did he really just get out of a zero-dark hundred shower shave brush his teeth go into the kitchen then spin an aboutface because his gears thrown cogs meshing  Thought  of making a pot of coffee


he had nowhere to be


moonlight coming through the window threw him down on the floor 
he saw

he drew up one of his legs turned both his arms spastically cranked his head around on his neck at an uncomfortable angle   now   if only he had a coroner come by they could chalk his murdered body outline on the linoleum floor   the authorities very concerned they couldnt find a murder weapon


fresh percolated coffee  one mug (Who drinks their coffee black?) and the outline of a body on the floor

clues are scarce


this one might go unsolved




hed go laughing all the way to the crematorium

 

0134,  Friday,  4  12. 15
0051,  Sunday,  6  12. 15