17.10.14



Accused: Fueled on booze

No
Incorrect
Booze had never been a fuel

a high-grade lubricant which kept his fast spinning gears from sparkling friction and 
red overheating
Yes

 
during a good jag  between bouts

he doused himself in cool showers

and that which hamstrung him
staggered  and interrupted him
was when he recognised how he smelled                                                                                    
when he caught a good whiff of himself and uttered
--   Wha the fuck                                                                                                                                  then wanted to hold his breath
 


things entered him
then passed out of him as quickly as they possibly could
he wasnt a safe playground

nothing overstayed or extended its welcome

regardless of his overwhelming  weening generosity 
his arms thrown wide open
evincing warmth  a palpable kindness

though  evidently  his interior wasnt hospitable
inside he was a holy fucking terror
glass bottles toppled onto their sides making lazy turns in games of spin-the-bottle 
that were never to be played



he was unapologetic

a car doesnt whine about its motor oil

And in the overarching hubris of his gluttonous imagination
It  a massive single-celled organism
engorged itself
fondled  with tentacles  its way forward without inconvenience or brook

for all he knew
he may be a dastardly ugly thing riding atop brown or clear oils     or slime
riding a veritable Slip-n-Slide down a green grassy knoll onto a silicate-sparkling 
concrete street


                                                                                                       1604,  Monday,  13  10. 14