give him a break
he was a boyhe was a little boy
who didnt think one moment to the next because he knew in not a yearmaybe not
six months he was going to have to think every fucking moment and then not that for that momentbut for
every moment following
he thought he was too young for that shit but he was the eldest and that was the domain of the eldest
he accepted ithe accepted it because there was
an endgame it wasnt for the rest his life though his family might have preferred it wanted him to
when he slipped their noose he said Adios
they were sorry he did he had been superlative
middle management
hed been an excellent middle man
gone at 20
two years later than he wanted
when he left not only did he vacate but the next two eldest siblings also did his brother entered the military his sister got knockedup their parents and her
soon-to-be in-laws didnt have the sense
to agree to an abortion they were non-practising Catholics yet they
wouldnt allow commingling cells to be dispersed
he called it a fetus they called it baby
he offended them because he couldbecause he would he spoke his peace Its a developing fetus not a baby an it aint much a stretch to say fetus and feces in the same breath
Let it go
curious how life becomes suddenly
sacred when its in your daughters womb when its your sons seed otherwise fuck it
because you aint related
Comon threefour minutes of excitationarousal SEX creates shackles for a lifetime
he
counseled Let it go
Let it go
but to them abortion was shameful
it was early
nobody knewbut they knew that theyfour adults knew
knew their underaged children conceived was shameful
Get over it
Free yourselves free your
children You know a child is yours until
you die and youll be dead before your children freed of your obligation
they didnt listen
his sisters boyfriend confided in
him and that was the only reason he was in itwhy he demanded a voice
having the baby was decided six-to-one
four Noes two coerced minor Noes
he looked them all in the
face
Awright no
matter I wont be here Im
slipping this madness
Adios
he blew kisses to the receding abortion
and its sidekick Sanity Abortion adios
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10 4. 21
1136, Sunday,
11 4. 21
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