17.7.20




he hoped people knew their Civil Rights historytheir Black history and could appreciate the depth of their terrible losses

2314,  Friday,  17  7. 20




its too bad he wriote I cant remember things about me that others do.

he wrote it in paleblue chalk on a blackboard
                                                he dreamedwhat he could remember was he was in a nondescript room and everyone in iteveryone were strangers to him – he rarely dreamed of people he knew – communicated by printing on a small blackboard held in their laps with white chalk
                                                         he had no idea why he was printing in paleblue


and when he wrote its too bad I cant remember things about me that others do PERIOD  the chalk when he struck it crumbled in his hands  it sifted like particles of sand through his fingers
                                                                             he couldnt speak in the room
                                                                                                             he had to leave his voice outside it
                     it was odd to leave something that he didnt think could be left

even as he jabbed the blackboardmade the PERIOD at his sentences end he opened his mouth to exclaim NO  only air passed it passed like NO 
nothing was heard
                     though the room heard the stabthe PERIODlooked up and recognising that his chalk was crumbling coveted their chalk handled it more gingerly
                                                and disregarded him from the groupno one offered to break a piece off their chalk 
            he would have

what did that say about them

                                  maybe thats why they were strangers


he left the roomleaving it he recognised there were no windows 

he hadnt earlier because they were printingcommunicating


he took his blackboard with him



he wasnt sure that anyone inside the room even read its too bad I cant remember thing about me that others do. 

likely he hadnt written it for them
                                    for himself


he picked up his voicetried it out he didnt like the sound of his voice so he knew it was his

he woke promptly so not to forget

0855,  Reggae Friday,  17  7. 20
Mamas & Papas  Dream a Little Dream of Me  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RHhz747C0rs


PPEs testing testing testing have fallen badly on their face a queer dismal debacle in light that the president invoked the Defence Production Act and hasnt done a thing with it since his invocation . . kinda like a john whos all talk and a pro cant get him up . . theres a flaccid dick in the White House


2151,  Thursday,  16  7. 20