21.5.15



she dropped an innarestin quotient in his corduroyed lap
 
accidentally  :  incidentally
                                                                                        you know how accidents happen
you take your eye off the ball  it smashes you between the eyes  bloodies your nose
gets a cold beefsteak laid on your face to stop it from swelling more than it has
That dont look so bad(lying through their teeth  --  better you than them)


--   Im sorry
he asked  incredulous
Again
he couldnt be sure  he heard his ears right
they no more trustworthy than his eyes 

she gulped slightly(maybe nauseated)  aware its  weight  might be more than he was prepared to bear

but it occurred to her
and if it occurred to her he was going to hear of it
like it or not
not really her problem
                                    and hed come around to that  quicker than most people
it wouldnt matter to him
not relationships 
                            not family  friends  strangers
to him
they were people

nothing more than people


--   What I said was  What if these kids are authentically inauthentic
                                                                  
--   Okay
Then I heard myself and you
right



Authentically   inauthentic


Quite the charge
and by your tone  any excuse would be a shit excuse 

--   Cant you hear them rolling out the ignorance  I didnt know any better I wasnt taught any better

How old does one have to be
I mean  really
                                
If theyre in college theyre old enough 
 
--   Yea
Theyre meat 

--   Well  cutting to the quick
Not pretty

Yes 

Meat

--   Ooh
So theres no jury out on this

--   No
Seated 
Unanimous

--   You gather  understand  your   he shook his head   quotient  concept  is radical
Not one wed want to have legs

she nodded

Authentically inauthentic

she nodded



Fuck

--   You said it
--   No                               
You said it

Im reacting 

 --   Yes
I did

--   Were in a twist  because authenticity carries weight for you and me

It doesnt have to  not for others

Their prerogative 

You agree

HAActually   Agreeing or disagreeing is worthless

--   You dont want to sugarcoat it 

just a little bit   

--   Are you fuckin kiddin me
Any sugar in authentically inauthentic



--   It was a little abrupt
--   A little


I thought understatement was my forte

--   Didnt mean to step on your toes

--   Stomp
more accurate

Honest to gawd


I cant say it would have ever occurred to me 

--   Well  thatll teach you to talk about urban influences and big money on small cities 

--   Couldnt spare me
--   I didnt spare myself

--   No  You did not
And now what

--   I wanted to hear what you thought while I worked on what I thought

--   Jaysus

Authentically inauthentic


Sounds cyborg
Symply disgusting

--   Symply  Threw a y in there didnt you

--   Y knot

--   And knot with a k

--   I dont know that you wanna crawl around inside my head  No telling the shit you might come away with
And the stains  they dont wash out

--   And hence why I disgorged the concept                                                                         
Your quotient

--   It aint no millipede baby  a jawed venomous centipede 

--   Insects

--   Legs  Dont want it gaining legs


Jaysus
The things you think
--   I think 

As if you ought to talk 

--   I cant say the things I think are particularly speculative

This is a whole new ball of wax


Social media
building a hive



Human hive mentality


--   I wasnt thinking that when I thought it

--   And now

--   Im thinking it



--   Better conceive of a smoker to disperse the critters at a technological level  eSmok




morning coffee,  Friday,  15 5. 15
1427,  Sunday,  17  5. 15