11.7.24


Yaneed to backoffNOW
                            Theres an upside    Youre blindoverlookin it
Overlooking?
              Are you such a dismal human being tha . .
. . Dismal  Dismal   I woudnt saytha
                                         I see either darksides or silverlinings although Im usually forced to be dark to illuminate those things for people I care about to seesee the whole ballkeep turning the damn thing in their hands keep pushinem off the nonsense tha because its a ball they know balltheir kneejerk reaction  ball  without considering its entirety as a child whos never seen a ball woud
                                                     Shitty job   Somebodys gotta do it
Soyah Theres an upside to sundowners

Again.
        You remember my fathe . .
. . Yasaid Yes  I remember
                                He may have taken my side if wed known each other better
Your side.

Losing your mind   Damnright my side
                                          Hed appreciat . .
. . The anxiety, agitation, pacin . .
. . Disorientation  No
                         Hed appreciateWOUD  YA  SHADDUPcould see he was windingup LISTEN Agree or disagree  A physician is an empirical scientist data results driven  Willing to hypothesise theorise  Seek conclusions

So your sick mind has concluded what?

While your Dad was not the cut of my jib regarding drug experimentationnot to the intense personal degree I was  I did  Ive had experiences tha cannot be diminished or dismissed

                                                            Possible he might have appreciated sundowner hallucinations
Appreciated not paying a single red cent for a hallucinogennot having to quibble the price of LSD windowpane peyote psilocybin be wha it may
                           Im not saying one might not have to pay a red sense
Im saying reasonable in the natural order of things
An upside
A benefit

You’re sick, disturbed.

Your minds closed Pickedup dogshit in it knotted it tossed it
                                                                  You sundown
wagged a finger before his face No hallucinations for you

1129,  Monday,  8  7. 24
1444,  Thursday,  11  7. 24

the talking cure
                  “Our job is to help our patients free themselves.”  Carl Gustave Jung
same cat who said  All angels speak German.
                                                 but
he let that slide
                 because
Jung was neither a Gnostic nor metaphysician neither a theist nor atheist neither a mystic nor materialist
                                                                                                                rather
an agnostic empirical scientist who also spoke Latin Greek English French Italian
                                                                                      so
it was entirely possible at some time he may also have said  All angels speak Latin.  All angels speak Greek.  All angels speak English.  All angels speak French.  All angels speak Italian.
                                                                                 which isnt to say they dont speak Polish an-on anon an a-non
equal-opportunist angels



returning to the scene of the crime
                                      patients
patiently trying to free themselves

cure commencesvery possibly  with a onehundred word association test
                                                                             Ahunred

but if he knew Jung like he knew Susie like he knew Jung Oh oh ohwha a guy  Jung submitted
wondered what he replied

                                though unfortunatelyunhappily  probably lost to posterity

he tried to come up with one of his own

priest  sermon

solemnise  sodomise
                       he heeledbetter stop while ahead his better angels warning him in English
hed find the onehundred words
try again

   if a physician could so could he
                                      Medice, cur ate ipsum.  Physician, heal thyself.

1700,  Thursday,  4  7. 24
1203,  Thursday,  11  7. 24

Eddie Cantor  If You Knew Susie (what a chassis)  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=InTuAeGjr4M

    dicey yes  couldnt help himself  just plainly could not help himself  the view from behind the eightball was too  enticing skewed wonderful unexpected unfocused undelineated

theodicy   diceytheodicy
                              he didnt knowhad to look it up  aahhaed throughout
a theological logical logical logical construct that attempts to vindicate God God God God in response to the problem of evil evil evil evil that appears inconsistent with the existence of an omnipotent omnibenevolent violent violent violent God God God God

began with Delmore Schwartz Calmly We Walk through This April’s Day  Saul Bellow

if not for them not this

theodicey
            unable to vindicate
call a spade a spade

He

She

They
     is a sickpuppy lingeringtoeing at the weedy edgesthe pool of his black humour
hes accused
              Isn’t it a bit too early?

   wondered if they ever questioned the Trinity
                                                   probably not
whod want to walkaround looking over their shoulder worrying about their comeuppance
he didnt

Yeahwhell, you do you and I’ll do me.

he put on his best confusedconfoundedcomic countenance  Are  weah talkin   masturbation

women blush men scowlREAL MEN DON’T MASTURBATE
                                                                     No   We seem more prone to rape
Did he say tha
                maybe   maybe not out loud
likely out loud
strike while the irons hot

at least do your shirts

make them crisp
                    sharp
Anyway
           Lotsa luck with theodicy

0912,  Thursday,  11  7. 24
1042,  Thursday