3.4.21

 

In the Cut
            a flick

he couldnt say why he put in for it at the library

frankly after it was over  he may have questioned why the library had it part of their collection 

this community was staid tame conservative  red   not too imaginative 
                                                                            his imagination bruised some people
though not that hed hold his tongue

his daughters while they were little knew 
                                            Wha do I say girls 
Fuck them if they can’t take a joke.

Thats right Thats my girls

his wife didnt approvehis motherfather didnt approve 
                                                       Careful wharya step  I may ask the girls wha I say

 

Jane Campion writer  director
                                 he was a sucker for writer/directors since writing precedes filming who could possibly know better or be more able to realise that vision to direct it than the writer  a resilient cinematographer helping 

Campion had won an Academy Award for writing and directing The Piano  and that when the Academy Awards were still legitimate 
               he tries hard to believe in it as he continues to try and believe in the Nobel Peace Prize for Literature the Man Booker Prize even though Man was emasculated and its now known as The Booker Prize

to be fair he hadnt seen The Piano since he saw it in the theatre 1993  he asked his wife out on a date she declined  he went by himself he couldnt remember if she didnt go because the film didnt interest her or if she was trying to punish him
      having forgotten theme and Campions deft frankness her vision it was quickly revived as In the Cut proceeded 

however
         one little hitch in the gittyup 
                                           smoking a cigarette while getting a blowjob

Really 
          granted it was a seedy bar basement Gawd love dive bars Ya met the most interesting people in them 

however theres an age cut off for seedy bars unless one has frequented it for years it was their bar they were a regular

he was a regular at no bar 
                             but if he were going to a seedy bar hed only enter with a seasoned Indian guide like one who helped the French against the English the Seven Years’ War the French and Indian War in the colonies

he wasnt an Anglophile a Francophile 
                                          put to a test  whatever test that might be aside from the hanging chad of being a white supremacist he might struggle to make the grade to be considered an Americanophile a Cannedophile  all those queer varied –philes associated with privilege entitlement exceptionalism  indispensable 
                                                                                                       OhBrother
Talk about drinking the Kool-Aid

 

but he digressed 


smoking a cigarette

smoking a cigarette while getting head

frankly that was as obtuse as smoking a cigarette while giving head

maybe neither party is invested  possibly because it was a blowjob in a seedy bar 

callous sex

animalistic

depraved 


FUCK 
          definitely not his scene

he was distracted

it took him awhile to wander back into the filmsuppress his interior yapping cuz he housed some clowns that were all about it 
         STOP muthafuckers 
that got their attentions

WE DON SMOKE

he could hear the mullingthe mumbling 
                                          Fuckin guy hes right we don smoke

2158,  Thursday,  1  4. 21
303 or 1503,  Reggae Friday,  2  4. 21
Aerosmith  Train Kept a Rollin  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_EvGn22Mplg

 

he said he looked in the mirror the other morning after showering and thought he looked well-marbled

he thought that was freakin hilarious 
                                      he almost blew coffee out through his nose
but then he was high

gathering himself briefly wiping his nose with his handkerchief a dribble of coffee leaked 
                                                                                              Fuck man  he choked a bit on coffee  Well-marbled  Thats hilariousthats a howl

he didnt look like he thought it was looked a little dabberdown  
                                                                   That’s not funny; I didn’t say it to be funny.
It is  funny

I didn’t say it to be funny.

Yaoughta laugh

It wasn’t funny.

I laughed because it is funny its a funny thing to say   You ought to be able to laugh at yourself

Ought to be and is . . 
. . Woudja shaddup with that ought – is argument yare constantly givin me Shaddup  An while yare shaddinup I want ya to take a good look at my face a real good look I caught a glimpse of it in the mirror last night while I brushed my teeth I saw that I needed a shave to crop my beard 


Hmm.

Hmm  Hmm   Thats all ya got

What do you want me to say?

  Say 
       Man Ive told you threefour times now Its your responsibility to lemme know when its time for me to shave  YAH

Yes. Yes, now that you mention it.

Yes Now that I mention it  AGAIN 
                                   Yawanna tell me why Im mentioning it again please 
Ive told ya I don look in mirrors I don usually pay attention to my reflectionhalf the time  I could be Im a vampire I don have a reflection
                 AnIve asked ya nicely to please give me a headsup 

Anyet  Again  Im mentioninit to ya

Please Lemme know  Woudja


I don’t know why it should be on me.

Why
        Its on ya because during this Trump virus youve been the only person Ive seen  at  all  Ya gotta look at my puss 
      I don

It’s your face.

Feeble man 
               Help a brother out

2155, Thursday,  1  4. 21
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