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he liked quotesloved quotes he loved how they pointed fingersloved how as easily they could flip a bird
                                                                                                               he supposed one could point with a middle finger however its defiance would be tempered when you finger Fuck you you want it to say FUCK YOU 
loved quotes

for example
             “What the Nazis ‘found exciting about the (white) American model – against race-mixing – didn’t involve just eugenics,’ observes James Q. Whitman, a professor at Yale Law School and the author of Hitler’s American Model: The United States and the Making of Nazi Race Law (2017). ‘It also involved the systematic degradation of Jim Crow, of American deprivation of basic rights of citizenship like voting.’”

he also lived for “the words” quotes for example
                                                    George Carlins 1972 Seven Words You Can Never Say on Television they are in order “‘shit’, ‘piss’, ‘fuck’, ‘cunt’, ‘cocksucker’, ‘motherfucker’, and ‘tits’” ofcourse to be remembered Carlin was a comedian
                  David Lane a white supremacist in the 1990s claimed a “fourteen word” manifesto “We must secure the existence of our people and the future for white children.”


with all his finger--nails he could claw raw historical (National) amnesia – “. . . the excision of the memory how the seed of racism in American blossomed into the Third Reich . . .”



he loved quotes he thought them jim--dandy
                                                 so when people were uncomfortable when he talked of the equivalence between Hitlers Nazi Germany and todays white Republican Party hed cite historical references 
seemed awfully fucking simple to him
                                         if an equation is 1 + 1 + 1 + 1 + 1 + 1 + 1 + 1 + 1 = 9  no one can come along and say (dead air preceding) . . . 1 + 1 + 1 = 9                                                                                                                                                                                  without the six prior integers DUH its impossible to arrive at 9 where we are  they cannot be ignored

he was questioned once actually often  You know what your problem is?  he loved it when people told him what his problem was  No  Wha   Your problem is you’re living in the past, you remember too much, you need to live in the Here and Now.

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The Cruelty Is the Point: The Past, Present, and Future of Trump’s America  Adam Serwer (2021)          


he didnt like suits or suitsmade no bones about it
                                                    frankly his demeanor accompanying his words could easily be described as rancor
Colour Me Rancor Face
                         like Johns Razor Face though not necessarily anyones old friend
he infrequently made friend was fond of acquaintancesmaking acquaintances they wouldnt take up his time he wouldnt let them



You don’t like suits.

Not either

Not either . . you confuse me; either?

Yes 

I’ll need more than yes.

Not ifya think about it if you quiet your confusion
                                                    Ya can do that Take a breath Whawould I call a suit
she knitted her brow
                       little could diminish her attractiveness her countenance tended darkly her expression quietly malevolent  she put people offthey thought she didnt like them  they were wrong  she didnt think of them
they were cut of the same clothtwo peas in a pod

Whawould I call a suit


Youd call a suit a suit, a suit of clothes.

Yes

An . . . an you’d call . . aaw, a stuffed suit . someone who dare tried to lord over youNOT happening.

Dig your enthusiasm  I knew you knewnever had a doubt in my mind
                                                                          Why were friends

Why I’m having an affair with a friend.

Yes we are
               the only friend he would
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