12.11.22


  :  :  Inlicked the door  rsome real possibilities 
                                                                  she meant to text Unlocked the door
in her haste she sent it without reading what she typed 
                                                           what she misstroke
she wouldnt dare text him misstroke 
                                       thatd be a gun hed immediately hold to her headMISSTROKE 
Arya kiddin me
                 Come to meIll come to you well get the kinks worked out of tha 
he wasnt one to make a misstake to 


he hadnt replied yet

maybe was outside his placeon a walk he didnt take his phone with him he was adverse to immediacyadverse to compulsions or impulsethoughtless purchases bullshit tabloids ENQUIRER Examiner Eenemas
                                                                                                  People are ridiculous
Conspiracy theorists can suck my cock
she knew him to say so 
                         but she knew he wouldnt let a cretin near his cock 
she also knew hed appreciate her phrase a cretin near his cock


  :  :  INLICKed 
Ohshit he saw it  Games on
                                what was she going to say  something lame  like the truth   
Id go with the truth said an inner she had Mariachis too
Im with you

Im with you

Of course we are

  :  :  I meant Unlocked the door.

  :  :  Thas not whaya wrote

  :  :  No I didn’t, I made a mistake.

  :  :  A misstake there he goes  she saw that a mile off
                                                         I don think so I believe not  Ill lick it

  :  :  I made a mistake 

  :  :  I wont I can set you straightrehang your door pull on your curtains   oil your hinges

she was temptedthough hadnt meant to lead him on  theyd been friends a long time  she could hear him say All good relationships grow from friendships 
                                        maybe it was time to find out                                  

  :  :  The door’s unlocked.  Why don’t you come over?

  :  :  Come

  :  :  Over.  Come over.

  :  :  Happy to oblige you 
                                  surprised hershe felt a happy tug a twinge in her clit

  :  :  See you soon 
                      she knew he wouldnt replyknew he was on his way  thought should I shower  made her laugh 
from their conversations she knew it was part of his foreplay
Is this really going to happen she wondered

Is this really going to happen

she knew it was only going to happen if she agreed
                                                        if she said No he would respect her No 
she knew that from their conversations 
they talked an awful lot 
were intimate  in that regard 


she wondered 
                Is this really going to happen

  she was conflicted
                       I suppose Ill see
    
1156,  Saturday,  12   11. 22
1554,  Saturday
Whale Fall  Tahquitz  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=se95jlt7-sM is a spirit found in the legends of the Cahuilla, Kumeyaay and Luiseno First People of Southern California 


Chief Crowfoot  he died April 25 1890
                                         What is life? It is a flash of a firefly in the night, it is the breath of a buffalo in the wintertime. It is the little shadow which runs across the grass and loses itself in the sunset. 

   shehe heshe reminded him 
                                who was he to ignore their spontaneous invocation 

Thank you

Yare welcome

1138,  Saturday,  12  11. 22


   4:24  that afternoon he preferred it to his usual 24hr mindset 1624hrs   

           no it wasnt that easy 
                               he glimpsed the timestood at the electric range counting seconds in his head60 two things at once taxed himhe could admit it  he preferred doing one thing at a time with the exception of the three ménages à trois he partook  before taking the boiling sugarwater from the burner it was his fortune to maintain 17 to 22 hummingbirdsanimals in extremis  winged miracles

   unfortunately a third thing occurred to him
between glimpsing and counting it flittedspasmed before him at once visualauditoryfelt
   thought he had it
                     but like a dribble of mercuryquicksilver it slipped from his grasp leaving him in its wake dumbfounded 


that afternoon was three days earlier

he continued to ponderSEE againHEAR againFEEL again what it was 
                                                                          it eluding him
an inner a Mariachi recommendedcounseled he let it go 
Cant

I saw you playing it out again yesterday when you made sugarwater You understand that time has passed

   No Timewithout time we do not exist I will learn it  It will occur to me   Ive not lost it

Wishful thinking

   Wishful thinking  I woud apply that to thingsexperiences which have not happened I experienced it Its inside me albeit a sliver  I understand from when I was a carpenter that slivers eventually emergeya remember  don ya

You remember bodilyphysical sensations more than we consciousnesses arent encumbered housedfixed in the manner you are

    No Youall of you  are not   I am disposing of your wishful thinking I am determined to recall it

4:24 branded

A brand better than a tattoo

So you say so you say

424,  ReggaeFriday,  11  11. 22
1102,  Saturday,  12  11. 22
Earth  Omens and Portents I: The Driver  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nDLaPKpym3o  found it provocativestimulating to play it then a minute later to play it over itself