You talk to yourself?

Of course

    Of course.

                 Just like that?

Just like that

You don

    I’m not comfortable admittin . .

. . Yet comfortable to ask

I thought you’d ask me why.

 

I write

           Words on a page dialogue has to be spoken to be sure the intonation syntax vocabulary is true to the character

Say out loud test it

                      Best way to understand if you have it the cadence the punctuation right

Now

        Given I live with four cats

Every morning at breakfast as I feedem I tellem the day the date if theres an anniversary birthday or something special about it

I ask if they know the year

                              Figurefingers crossed one might belchsay Twothousandtwentysix

Then I make my mint

Take the show on the road

Whas the year

belch Twothousandsix

                         Strike while the irons hot

Year over they wont know twothousandseven

 

Compelling reason to defend talking to yourself.

    No defence

                    Me an my cats

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So what do you think?

Between the two  obviously

Yes.

I like the adjective serving  heart failure

Congestive heart failure?

Jah

       Heart failures bleak Congestive gives it some colour some   excuse mehope

Either.  Chronic.

    I understand

 

Your echocardiogram hasnt been returned

No.  It hasn’t.

Thas the Gold Standardjah

                                 Confirmation   Jah

Yes.

Whas the holdup

I don’t knowmy doctor’s office doesn’t know.

Somebody ought to get on it

You want to know

his expression was disconcerting

    Donya

I paidinsurance paid for it . . . I’d assume.

You don read the communication readouts from insurance

    No.

              Eventually.

Were you billed

                   It happened  didnt it

Wasnt an electrocardiogram

    Theyre different  Electro  Echo

 

I don’t know.

Its your body

This is the mind  brain body dilemma

How’s that?

All of us

             Growing older our bodies weighdrag our brains down

We acutely remember whawe once  coud do

                                                   Why when I coudnt perform as I had I walked away from sports

Had no interest in excuse me  no interest in beating a dead horse

 

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I guess a question you have to ask yourself  is the universeyour univers . .

. . Mine?

Yours  Ive the multiverse

                               Is your universe symmetric or asymmetric

A lemniscatethe lemniscate is symmetric

It The endlessness limitless concept

It Describing something without any bound larger than any number

It Figuratively  Eight laying on its side

I think you’re getting off on a tangent.

No

        You insist the universe goes out an out an out

Correct

Yes.  guarded  or goaded

                              What’s your point?

Askin if the universe is symmetric

                                     Asymmetries corrected by symmetries  balanced ifya woud

I might suppose.

As I

 

 

Therefore

             Woudnt exteriority equal interiority

Quantum physics quantum mechanics microscopic  balance  woud follow

                                                                                  Coud possibly become so minute it slips into other realms

An because of its continuity  Either smaller yet or  expands   grows

    Possibly loops

So like  without  within

                           Unlimited    Unbound

    No.  At some point smaller must end.

Larger must end

No.  Grows only larger.

                           As you said, larger than any number.

Smaller than any number

 

No. It must terminate.

Infinity terminates

                         Universe slams its face on infinite facets of the Multiverse 

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https://bigthink.com/starts-with-a-bang/universe-symmetric/

https://www.adlerplanetarium.org/blog/top-multiverse-theories-niyah-and-the-multiverse/

he stumped himself

                     I know this . . .

What’s that?

    Wha she must have said a hafdozen times during our telephone conversationreally making itpushin the point about her

Im like it but not

                       Youll say synonymous but Ill disagree because words are particular

Theres one right word

    Synonymous.  Means the same.

Theyre not equal

                  Same  Nearly the same   Isnt equal

She was using it to describe herself?

Jah

        Maybe you can help

How’s that?

Im unorthodox

                     Youre about means the same   Whas the word I cant come up with because Im not

You’re not?

Im not

 

Synonymous.

I am not

Unconventiona . .

. . Jahya got it

                    Knewya woud

Why would you know I would?

Convention

    What do you mean . . . convention?

Right up your alley

                     Something I woud not attend

And  a usual accepted way of behaving  Particularly in social settings

You socialise

You have to socialise

Which you should do more often.

Unnecessary

               I have books an youtube Chautauquas

People out an aboutfrankly woud not share my interests

                                                                  I am absolutely confident

Absolutely

    Yawanna dance

Nothing’s absolute.

Nothings perfectly absolute but some things are ninetyninepointninenineninenineninenine toss the mathematicalline over their heads  Approaching   One  Hunred  Percent

                                                                               An convention

Dig in this is absolutely you

Followin old ways of thinking

Or a custom in society

                         Socialising baby

Im unorthodox

Not unconventional

I deviate

Much much much narrower than unconventional

                                                         Ya gotta give me tha

That you’re a deviant.

Thank you

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Bowie’s Lazarus  “. . . this way or no way”  “Isn’t that just like me?”  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JMJf2nSJ9Q8

Awcomon    Im not being ridiculoustheyre your ashes 

                                  

                                                           Certainly you have some idea where youd likeem parked

Parked?

Laid   To rest

                        Better

I’ll leave that to the kids.

To do with you what they willhave you  have you asked them their plans for their ashes

                                                                                                 Ive asked  Theyve said

You’ve asked my kids?  tinge of anger in his voice

It came up in discussion

                             They were adamant not to be divvied up like their mother

Divvied?

              That happened because she never said what she wanted done with them. Rather she was more concerned that she be cremated.

    She never said.

So you parsedem parcelledem out to the kids

                                                        Have to imagine you kept some

I did.

Leftem in places you an she enjoyed

I did.

You traveled to those places

    I did.

 

So wha do you find so ridiculous about my suggestion

I didn’t think it throug . .

. . Kneejerk reaction

Yeah.

           Maybe not ridiculous. 

Odd.

Destination weddings man

                                   Why not cremated remains destinations

I don’t know. Struck me wrong.

                                      You know where you’ll be . .

. . Scattered  Jah

                       Montana  Sula

Confluence of two valleys where Lewis and Clark entered the Bitterroot Valley

                                                                                   Theres family as you know

I do.

        I’ve heard.

I told ya

            Jah

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