19.7.25


Theres really no reason for women to turn around face their excrement  readassess their health
                                                                                                     Unlike men

They don stand to urinate

Theyre seated for either

Which can probably explain why theyre unfamiliar with a phantom shit
                                                                                 Unlike men

And you’re tellin’ me this why?

I thought itd be a good segue  explanation  as I intended to elicit your thoughts on the subject


    A phantom shit.

Ja
Youre a woman
                    A little help from my friend

Never.

Never ever

Never’s pretty explicit.

    Ja

And if I may.

Kiddo
         Ya don need permission to speak about anythingone thing or another just open your mouth an say

No one has ever relatedno man . ever . has related the . . .  she laughed  . . . nonexistent . . the . apparently . . infamous . phantom . shi . .
. . Don make fun of it
                         When it happens its disconcerting

Makes one think tha maybe a turd ought to have a blunt end so ones asshole snapsaudibly snapped his fingers shut

    Yaknow what I think?

Ja  Id love to hear whaya think

I think this wasn’t necessary to bring up with me.

I wanted to

               Might say I was hopin this cursory conversation might compel you to ask aroundask other women bout it

    Seriously?
I just asked

she smiled knew she was firing off her huge dimplescrushing him making him starryeyed  she bellylaughed
                                                                                                                  Yeah.
I don’t think so.

Youre leavin it to me

I can’t think of anyone better suited for the job.

Ill be askin your girl friends
                               Its gonna get back to you

Ill plead nolo contendere.


Look at you

               Latin

Osculum meum asinum

You’re not baiting memust have forgotten I was raised a devout Catholic.
                                                                               You bury your face in mine.
Sonofabitch
              Sharp  cookie

Your sharp cookie

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Joe Cocker  A Little Help From My Friends  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=McB9sJqHFx4

osculum meum asinum: kiss my ass

You have indelible memories
                                Im nearly crushed by mine

Indelible.  How do you mean?

guy never failed to blow his mind   Indelible
                                         Can yasay wha indelible means

Cannot be remov . .
. . Fixed
          Whas with draggin your feet

I often think you’re setting me up.

Setting you up for wha
                         Fuckin vergin on paranoidWha
Indelible memories
Theyre yours

Ja

No

Say


Yes.   I have indelible memories.

Im not gonna ask you for one because it may take some time for you to recall one
                                                                                        Rather
Imagine a whiteboard

Why?

    Imagine

In your hand is an indelible black Magicmarker a fuckin Sharpie said to himself Tamp it down tamp it

Awright.

awright was his Awright

                          Now imagine for every indelible memory you have you make a distinguished dot on the whiteboardnot write the memory down he felt he was gonna go tha way just a distinctDOT

Awright.

Step backaway from your whiteboard when your finished

Wha portion of your whiteboard is consumed by memories

Is the board a tabula rasa?

Locke was wrong No such thing as a clean slate
                                                    Those accompanying dots coud be considered indelible
They followed you in

What do you mean?

The hell with wha I meant
                                Whiteboard  Dots for indelible memories  Wha portion of it covered
Shoot from the hip
My whiteboards black
                          Black has dripped on the floor
Floors slick with memories

Ive said

Wha do you say



I’d have to think about it.

    How big is the whiteboard?

afternoon Thursday,  10  7. 25
110preferred to 1301,  Saturday,  19  7. 25

got two healthy apricot trees in the backyard
                                                has been giving away as many as he can but those recipients have driedup

No more, please, but thank you.

    Youre welcome


theres nothing like a freshpicked apricot warmed by the sun
                                                                 but he liked them fridgechilled too

has been going to the pot regularly
                                      usually
gas

but not willing to chance it

 

not fifteen minutes later knowing gas expelled he returned to the pot
                                                                           uttered
laughed
              My shits come in

alluding toplaying off his ship has come in


    mariachi  Fuckin guy can certainly humour himself
                                                              in unison their collective nodded

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You assumed nepotism.

Nepotic
          No

I made no assumptions
                           Unlike as you are now 

I disagree.

You disagree with wha you cant know

Youre welcome to tha
                         Though Id suggest before you ultimately dug in your heels in

I had a thought

    Things I think you might agree   Come forward as thought  first

Maybe.

After thought  Think arrives
                                  Yamight agree

Maybe.

Thought  Think

                   I then vetted  researched
I assessed

    Tha doesnt sound untoward

Not untoward.

 

    So thought  think  assessed
                                       If I did none of those hurtledem  Id make an assumption
If I did none of them only then coud I  make   an    assumption

Im more deliberate than tha

    Which you ought to know implicitlyexplicitly

                                                     Knowing

Implicit learning leads to intuition leads to explicit knowledge

One step at a time


True

 

Maybe.

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If you got it and you know you got it, you got it.

If you don’t got it, and you know you don’t, you don’t got it.

But if you don’t got it but you think you got it, you got it.
                                                                Somebody said that.

Who
JesusChrist.  You sound like an owl.
                                              SomebodyI don’t remember who who.
But not you
You kiddin’ me?
                   That sound like me?

No

      Your hands are trembling
Tempted
              Dunning-Kruger

Ohmygod I am.

You an your graphs  Venn diagrams

They are mine, aren’t they?

They is certainly not mine
                             Curious how pleased you are by two-dimensions

    You know Dunning-Kruger?

Please  Overestimation of incompetence underestimation of competence chuckled  Peak of Mount Stupid  They said tha not me
Oh.
     You do.

Don act surprised
                     I wish you coud remember you taught me thahave taught me repeatedly
Gets old man

X axis confidence Y competence or knowledge or experience

Yeah.   That’s right.

Ja  Tha is
             Singlehandedly youve drummed tha into my skull

Too bad your drummin doesnt extend to yourself
                                                      But
I keep my fingers crossed


    Youre the third slice of pie you reiterated said by somebody

sneered   And you?

The first of course
                    I got it legitimately
So cocksure.

Oh cocksure forsure accordinglybound tiedup  with a pretty blue bow

his mouth fell open

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meditation mediation


    a whales eye  drifted   gazed     passed the window

                                                                           several times     then
a womans eye  beneficent

                                    then
they traded off

not one for one

                      passed deliberately     deliberative

gazed

    noncommittal

        reflecting  perhaps         his curiousness of them


 

a whales eye is said to represent introspection emotional depth  intuition

                                                                               a womans eye     those
and intelligence


he was a grateful witness
                            beside himself to have beheld

 

he did not believe he was their mission

                                               believed 

they were as curious of him

 

their eyes  perhaps

                              his

watchful to the depths  to the heights

    primal

                   articulate 

 

the window foldedclosed like origami

                                         their eyes  quiet shadows ghosts  lingering on the plasteredtextured wall 
  
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