28.12.20

 

Hold onto your panties boys and girls 
                                       particularly those boys wearing panties  white cotton panties? or something in silk risqué

he was gifted silk boxers once upon a time and laundered and returned them the next day he explained it was like having a hand at his cock with his every step erections constricted in pants are a bitch 
                                                                                            I hope you can get your money back      

she said Really? I’ll have to give ‘em a go.

she telephoned the next day and thanked him

she donned them and took a public bus to Morro Bay and back the road is particularly bad pocked and potholed a rough ride 
            I came three times.

what could he say 
                    If you havent laundered them Id like em back

she laughedhad a wicked laugh all white chucklets pointy canines and deep dimples that he teased one day he was going to fuck 
              she never covered her mouth when she laughed  he adored her

 

déjà vu 
         Grrls and boys  ever have déjà vu looped three times in a dream an attractive naked Asian womansomewhat exercised by the remedial task of having to escort him through the building talked up her body (it was worth talking up  she was all about her titsher perfect nipples – she wasnt wrong) surprisingly he understood her dialect  she led dreaming-him (obviously -- hes the overseer) and him to a large weatheredwood door that opened inward to two rooms 
in the first room high-ceilinged is a kitchen  a large wood table  a chair at its head beneath a generous wideopen doublehung window  dreamed-him is drinking whisky from a large shallow petri dish and stirring a huge pot of soup on blueflame gas burner 
                       beyond is a second room  a bedroom  sparse  a bed dresser wardrobe  the beds unmade and a naked woman sleeps on her belly 
                                    and beyond is an opened sliding glass door that leads onto a paver patio and a sandyyellow beach  a warm green sea 
                                          the only variation in the dream is the outdoorsthe attitude of the waves  the swimmers and the vessels on the water
                                           a boat washes up onto the beach  the first two were a variety of wood rowboats  lastly a brilliantsilver large metal trough  long and rectangularly  when it bedded itself  unguided  as the others had on the beach the seasurf swells and thrashes its stern  tall waves crest and dump themselves into it

of the three he watched to see if maybe this time someone might be aboard 


no one rose 
             three empty boats

he went back to tending the soupsee if more vegetables or seasoning were needed

he was getting hungry
 
early AMish Monday,  28  12. 20
1604,  Monday,  28  12. 20

$336K -- Killed

 
The WORST 

commentators have to cease making comparisons 
                                                  Drumpfs golfingDrumpfs playing with his dick 
                                                                                                   This thing aint working!
he espouses conspiracy theories from the White House 
                                                        talk about FAKE news

1837, Monday,  28  12. 20



inbetween coffees and whiskys and beers and teas and talks among himselves 

himselves
          if others hadnt themselves or herselves his heart ached
he frankly had him and herselves  he didnt point a finger at them and not pointing they didnt point back  not accusing they wouldnt accuse him 
                          but he and they knew  knew of each other and knowing the myriad of sides he had  the lazy turning mirrorball above a room in houses and lands illuminating with queershards and deftstabs and longingtrembling gazes 
     he knew  and knowing there was no turning away no disguises NO harbours  or havens

or trespasses

or fealties

or vows


it was out in the Open
  
                         Where it belongedWhere it had always Belonged  but Where it made people uncomfortable

 

therefore his Path was to make others Uncomfortable 
                                                       and he was proud – pride is an awful thing – if it isnt True

his pride was honest and truthful
                                   so he excoriated without whim or guise or fear

truth ought to be served black and blue 
                                         it should Moo when cut with a honed blade and forked joyouslyhappily into ones mouth


he salivated to its flavour

 

 


piss on them who couldnt

1018 or 2218 – he had reasons to prefer 1018,  Sunday,  27 12. 20

Nina Simone  Feeling Good  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D5Y11hwjMNs
Ziggy Marley  True to Myself  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OzHlu5JKJvM