I need you

If we have nothing to talk about   why are we still talking

he could suppose any number of questions might have surfaced while he was on a long car ride without a working entertainment console radio or cassettethe technology when the car was brand spanking new she had fourhundredthousand miles on her now a rebuilt engine she had everything he wanted in a vehicle that was to say none of the horrendous technology she was never ever going to drive herself or be tracked by GPS

any number of questions did presentWells Fargo begging for forgiveness on billboards re-committing to their customers FUCK YOU try this hat on for size your partner cheats on you with every Tom Dick or Harry Sue Jane or Sally  an you  without a stick of dignity or selfworth stay in the relationship hed be Adios Mumuchachu  his partner did not care for his Spanish The word doesn’t exist. It does John One One  In the Beginning was the Word I made it up  Finish it. You can finnish it I slavicked it I wiped its alternate memory cleanerased the tabula rasa at least that miserable little corner  You don’t think I know it? I know you know it You were infected by your mother  Your father never would haveeven if you werent taken from him

                      

                                           You gonna finish it

I really don’t think I have to.

Aw comon we gotta have something to talk about

she sighed

You sound wearydo I weary . .

. . You exasperate me.

You dont like being exasperated by me anymore  

I don't know if exasperated cuts it. You’re unlike, as I've told you before, anyone I’ve ever known or I’m likely to know.

I think  again you underestimate yourselfchronically underestimate underrate yourselfyour possibilities

I should see me through your eyes?

You should though you never willWell always see ourselves as we see ourselves Your selfworth has been maliciously selfishly attacked since you were a little girl Mould a cigar it cant change its shape A human being can 

then he remembers why

                          when he thinks If we have nothing to talk about why are we still talking he remembers he irrevocably put the reins in her hands and avowed that he would support herhe would love her without conditions

Youre gonna finish out John for mecorrect

she smiled Yes. Of course I am. In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.
Goddamn Nailed it

You’re . .
. . Irredeemable
that made her laugh open mouthed Irredeemable, yes. Irascible. Irritating. Passionate. Crazy. Invigorating. Encouraging. Right. Rightrightrightright. I need you. I just don’t want youI need you.

You love me

I do.

I love you

I suppose were stuck

We are. We’re stuck. I wouldn’t want to be stuck with anyone but you.

An that answers why If we have nothing to talk about  why are we still talking

early Thursday evening,  10  5. 18
1023,  Monday,  14  5. 18

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