6.9.15



It occurred to him this morning 
                                                   while reading how thousands of WPA artworks were bundled up by the government
cut out of their wood frames and sold at auction for four cents a pound

                                                   that he rarely placed his speakers in an attitude of weather or within hard detailed loci

they didnt throw shadows
stand in wind
sweat under heat

his dialogue or rhetoric didnt require a crucible of weather  not aridness humidity warmth or cold

he didnt say Edward Bulwer-Lyttons infamous it was a dark and stormy night or it was a chilly morning at the piers along Long Island any more than he would have affixed the parasite of date or year


the human condition only requires being human
 
either now before or in the future


maybe Neanderthals werent loquacious
                                                                                            
perhaps posthuman humans wouldnt be loquacious either


yet they were and would be
succinctly human beings despite the weather or circumstances they found or will find themselves in

they communicate  to talk  debate  challenge  argue  agree  disagree     that is what is important

thats what he sought to affect  channel

weather and surroundings seemed to him as window dressings  not psychological settings

there was no functional difference between a carved wood spoon and a fine-wrought silver one 



during college he befriended a gentleman bum who carried an heirloom silver knife fork and spoon ate from dented cans thrown away cardboard food containers in a rude alleyway near the veterans hospital in Miami

evening time its swarming life was sparked and lit by the neon lights undulating from the faces of businesses which peering into its maw from across the street


what businesses or the colors   he couldnt say

the liquor the bum preferred   he could

Rose  his wife  who left him while he served in Vietnam   he could say

that he was fucked up and morally bereft and wanted desperately to end every disagreement by killing whoever disagreed with him   he could say

that he carried his badly beaten body to the Emergency Room  robbed of his silver   he could say

he couldnt say what the temperature was that night
what the air smelled like
or now  the weight of the old mans body across his shoulders
                                                                                                      he couldnt say


the doctor said he died




he still had a hard time saying



         

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