he decided he was going to live dangerously todaystep outside his laissez-faire common habits he was feeling habitchuated and when he felt that he broke with tradition

it made him feel better

                      just thinking about it made him feel bettertook weight off his back

walking into the livingroom saying out loud So I decided Im gonna live dangerously today

                                                                                              he interrupted his youngest daughter who was talking to her sister who glanced quickly up at him then back to her 

I interrupted Excuse me please

Sounds urgent though, Dadu which immediately sent her teeheeing  Dadu his new appellation since his eldest mistyped Dad but decided she liked it and kept it

                                                     his eldest smiled wildly with her eyes above her ventilator mask

Ha Ha  Maybe not urgent he said Just something I decided and wanted to share with you so youd know

Praytell.

I will Ive decided to live dangerously 

And, how will you accomplish that?

Ive decided when I take a leak . . Im not gonna wash my handsWhy should I

Hygiene.

Excuse me I know exactly where my cocks been

Ohbrutha . . 

. . Dont cop my lines

                      it would have been a chorus of laughter from his girls had his eldest not been wearing a mask however her eyes again held their own as she joined her sister

Good  Made them laughthey need laughter  so somber   he laughed with them

0926, Twosday,  4  2. 20

1319,  Reggae Friday,  24  7. 20

Manohmanh he was a scribbling like a mad man trying to keep up with his fleetfooted thoughts vagabonds vagrants that fled because they didnt want to be caught and held forced into a line-up stepforward turnright turnright turnright faceforward stepback illuminated sized-up identified  suspect 

                                                                  then shuffled off and appearing in other criminal line-ups sashay with other vagrants in tight quarters denied modesty – why did they deserve creature comforts – they were suspicious probably wrongdoers errant possibly incorrigible

                                                                they refused to toe-the-line

ofcourse they did 

                   they were his his thoughts his mealymouth thanks-for-nothing neerdowells however  he liked that they came and went on their own accord

he wasnt a dog ownerhe wouldnt have one

he wasnt a master

he didnt seek dominance over an animal
Its a pet for cryinoutloud

                          pet – denoting a thing that one devotes special attention to or feels particularly strongly about 
pet – verb – to stroke

pet or stroke affectionately

                               but maybe – just maybe – some folks need to dominateneed to make some thing less than themselves  some thing to beat

some thing they deem worthless

some thing on par with garbage

garbage – worthless meaningless        

                                     once having served its purpose he supposed is some thing now attributed meaninglessness not even grateful for without gratitude 

                                                             and from that equation those who bestow garbage to some thing are ungrateful and perhaps were not worthy of receiving what they disposed of  dispossessed  threw away

possibly 

           garbage begets garbage

then obviously

                 ungrateful begets ungrateful

animation or animate is not greater than inanimate or inanimation It only thinks it is

by the bye

             he scribbled like a madman to also favour the modest paper he wrote on that was unclad naked  and embarrassed

                he laid the cloth of INK on it and it was grateful

1047,  Sunday,  02  02. 2020

1252,  Thursday,  23  7. 20