words

              what they did to him and people he cherished who were few and far between

   words

dopaminergic

               “dopaminergic neurons of the midbrain are the main source of dopamine”

 

dopamine

            “Dopamine is most notably involved in helping us feel pleasure as part of the brain's reward system. Sex, shopping, smelling cookies baking in the oven.”

                                                                  maybe he was a cad

sex  certainly

shopping smelling cookies baking

                                    not so much

if he had to depend on them to pique his dopamine output hed be walkinround with his flaccid cock in hand

    what would he name it

like pattern-matching without a pattern being there

                                                          Got Not No None

squirted with dopaminemightymighty fuckin  grateful

                                                            Coud be more grateful

If ya paid for it

Thas

          Not gonna happen

I appreciate the thought though

Youre welcome

Thank gawd mariachis arent pushy

2019,  Wednesday,  1  7. 26

1402,  Sunday,  5  7. 26

https://www.health.harvard.edu/mind-and-mood/dopamine-the-pathway-to-pleasure

Chicago  Make Me Smile  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ouwEAZ8l6EA

Blood, Sweat & Tears  You Make Me So Very Happy  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fcvXDuBruSQ

what he didnt say

                      Boyohboy wouldnt comprehend cat had chainsaws had leafblowers his having irritated him wouldnt be sympathetic  wasnt looking for it

what he didnt say

                      I have an elemental rightfuckin elemental to sanctuary

At its deepest  most solemn  definition

Go ahead

                Argue tha

    My human need for a space of inviolable refuge

                                                            My home

could almost hear him tell him he was going overboard

                                                           No

Give me an instance when Ive irritated them

                                                Walkinanreadin don count

Surprised how many people honk their horns try to disturb me as I cross traffic or walk down the street

    Maybe

Audiobook listeners   Or illiterate 

                                       The presence of a book in hand bugsem

2232,  Thursday,  2  7. 26

1236,  Sunday,  5  7. 26

Whas with clowns an their chainsaws

                                                   Lazy

Chainsaws. Lazy.

I think

             Ohdefinitely

    How do you equate the two?

How do you not

Because you push a manual lawnmower. You’re the arbiter.

Ill take tha

                Seems when they bring one out for a particular job they start eyeballinround for something else to cut up

Chainsaw  Dope   A-dick-tion

Really?  An addiction?

A   space   D  I  C  K   hyphen   T  I  O  N

                                                           Dicks

Because they use a chainsaw.

No sweat

Little to no physical exertion

Not to mention tha a handsaw the efforts less noisy

                                                          Thereby     Less irritating

    Irritating?

Given there is a less noisy optionjah

                                            An

My chainsaw neighbours to either side of me   bros also have leaf blowers

Lemme guess.

Help yourself

  Irritating                                       

 

Im considering buyinem rakes for Christmas

                                                 No sound beyond the gentle tickle of tines through grass gatherin leaves

You can quote me on tha

Same ideapossibly  Christmas   heavy duty outdoor straw/corn brooms

                                                                                The attractive sweep of straw keep of corn

You’re gettin’ carried away.

Romantic of me

                    Jah

Those were the days 

1311,  Saturday – 250th birthday of America,  4th of July 2026

1148,  Sunday,  5  7. 26

Mary Hopkin  Those Were the Days  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ry5GHJifMWY

Marianne Faithfull  As Tears Go By  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_phZZgkT1Jk

I thought you dismounted.

Polite way of saying  Why don’t you get off it?

If you prefer.

I prefer you not equivocaterather  say wha yamean

Awright.  Still carrying around that hard-on for unprecedented.

Jah  Unparalleled unrivaled unexampledlaughed

                                                     Far out    Jah  Still packing heat

However, unprecedented is accurate.

Overused

           You remember me telling you about an author  Shoshana Zuboff  her house struck by lightning burning down

    Refresh my memory.

Christ

Id think a lightning strike a house burning down woud be   refreshing

I don’t remember.

Wish you coud do something about tha

                                             Its becoming more an more prevalent

You say.

You shoud listen

                        Nevertheless

When her house was struck the fire began she raced upstairs to close the doors to the bedrooms so they not suffer smoke damage then going back downstairs she gathered up as many photo albums as she coud carry ranem out to the front porch an going back  inside  a fireman grabbed an yanked her out onto the front lawn where she said  her house burst into flames

Everything was destroyed

    Remember tha

 

Vaguel . .

. . Wasnt my house

                     Terrified meterrified me  the thought of lose all my worldly possessions my books my art my records my photographs old photographs of friends family deceased

Erased

Unable to be duplicated

Irretrievable 

   But not you

 

What can I say. I don’t remember things as well as youfor as long as you do a long memory.

Jah

         My everfantastic fortune jah

 

Finishing out my thought

For it to go in one ear an out your other

Ms Zuboff cautioned The unrecognisability of the unprecedented

                                                                        Let tha sink in

    Or evaporate

    

2058,  Thursday,  2  7. 26

1018,  Sunday,  5  7. 26

Hendrix  Fire  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9-2m07d2Neo