(2133hrs Monday
15 7.19)
he sent her a pic in a text of a
fire in their freestanding backyard firepit and wrote
:
: Seems I build good fires;
probably something I’ve done over lifetimes – though not in future lives.
:
: A very happy period.
Thank you for helping me enjoy
it. (2138)
to himself he then texted (2200)
:
: When you watch a campfire, how
can you not want to be cremated out of doors, atop heaped dry tinder and
lengths of split wood?
Fuck crematoriums.
to her he continued (2210)
:
: Ends here: I think who I am,
and have been, ends with this life . . . this happy life.
she texted him (2207)
:
: love what do you mean ends
here?
:
: Lives culminate. John
Coltrane’s religion believed 7 good lives culminated in a perfected 7th life:
Coltrane’s life (how else can someone play 64th notes?) . . I don’t think this long soul I have
inhabited needs add’l instruction. Rather, I am beyond instruction and mired in
discovery. (2215)
:
: Howbout you, baby? . . Where do
you think your progression, your learning is at? (2218)
she replied
:
: i don’t like that line of talk
or thought though you’re not going anywhere for a long time. (2218)
:
: No. I know I am not going
anywhere for a long time.
And where I want to go is, and
will always be, in your company, your love, your affection. (2220)
he sent her a pic of the fire
exhausted white ash against red glow
:
: Subject: Our firepit has eaten well. (2222)
:
: my learning and progression is current. trying to learn
who i am how i am how strong i am.
(2221)
:
: That’s my grrl, my warrior
woman, and why I’m so very happy in your light, your aura, your presence.
(2224)
:
: Appears to be a full moon
tonight – hur – I wish I was in the presence of your full moon . . . for
obvious reasons. (2228)
:
: bottom-line, babe: I’m
committed thoroughly, without doubt, to you.
Wordy for: I love and adore
you. (2236)
to himself he texted (0033)
:
: He knew 2 things: he was either
@ the end of a string of lives or he was inhabiting a singular life.
2133, Monday,
15 7. 18
1326, Twosday,
16 7. 19
