Aww comon he growled Nin Ive been readin ya for years

his hands tingled 

he wanted to slap her silly

Nin Nin This aspect wha a fuckin ninny

she wrote in Incest

                     I tremble because I wonder when my mind will fail, prove inadequate. Yet, like Louise, I have the feeling that I can be made to understand everything – that at (Dr. Otto) Rank’s age I may be able to write a book (Art and Artist) like Rank’s – but I am a woman, I know, and woman’s mind is imperfect – or – I could say that it is insufficient. I should not be so ambitious and want Rank, Henry (Miller), and (Rene) Allendy to do the big tasks. I will do my woman’s task and will learn enough, understand enough, so that Henry can talk to me.

JesusChrist why would you write that the book Incest was a small portion of her unexpurgated diaries for the years 1932 through 1934 Why would you think an write such utterly absurd nonsense

he had read twothree of her books before he delved into her letters and diaries and he found her admission ludicrous – that a woman would excuse herself because she was imperfectHOGWASH – and thereby suggest all women are

Stub your toe on this Anais

                             Men Women Were imperfect Imperfect Deficient Because you were born female shouldnt have stigmatised you asif you were at fault a criminal a sin

the women he had in his life had backbones otherwise he wouldnt pay women heed ounce for ounce pound for pound women are more intelligent more creative more capable than men

the only thing men had on women was their deranged history a queer artifice manoeuvre of superiority based on the fact that they were male and could physically beat females into submission and many world religions manifestly ascribed men superior

                      men should lord over women

                                                       Lordie Lawdy Lordy what a bent malevolent premise

Men sperm banks are filled to overflowing

                                           women need men like they need a hole in the head

and more men than he could shake a stick at desperately needed and wanted a womans hole

Shame on you Anais In that momenthe hoped it was passing you underevaluated yourself suborned yourself to mens assured guile and unsubstantiated preponderance

Shame shame shame

he would have given his eye teeth to have met her for the woman she was rather than the woman she might have thought she was

1026,  Sunday,  02  02. 2020

1137,  Thursday,  23  7. 20

               cellar door

                          reared up yet againflashed in his eyes inside his head came up on him when he woke to turn onto his hiphis sidedrawing up his knees to sleep some more

Phonaesthetics whispered Aren’t you grateful I brought Euphony? I could have brought brother Cacophony instead.

Yes graful he mumbled yes Graful  Thankya  

one of his big toms hopped up onto the foot of the bed interrupting them 

he wasnt keen of Phonaesthetics early in the morning  

he mumblednearly asleep a hypnagogic riff Indie if you please lay behind my bent knees

the please and knees harhared and climbed up on cellar doors back as his mind unspooled trying to tiptoesneak out of consciousness

indie laid behind his knees as he wished

                                           likely it was indie he was older more practised  before the other cats arrived he would go to bed with him and sleep with his head on his chest tucked in his armpit and early morning when he rolled onto his side indie sought the crook of his knees

before exiting

              one last museone more mutter Cellophane floor YAHcellophane floor  Rhymes donit Onpar wit cellar door

he sighed deeply Auditory beauty and escaped

    

0720,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  22  7. 20

$146K -- killed

hes talented the president can place two slurs within a conjunction of each other

hes had to withdraw his Conventions keynote speech in Jacksonville Florida because of coronavirus – some people think he ought to go

“They said (they are his team – unidentified enablers) ‘Sir, (he thought for sure Drumpf misspoke SIRE!), we can make this work very easily.’ . . . I said there’s nothing more important our country than keeping our people safe, whether it’s from the China Virus or the radical left mob.”

                                                https://www.npr.org/2020/07/23/894874198/president-trump-cancels-jacksonville-portion-of-republican-national-convention?utm_source=npr_newsletter&utm_medium=email&utm_content=20200723&utm_term=4695965&utm_campaign=breaking-news&utm_id=28916831&orgid=55 

                                         the reality is novel coronavirus (which is really inconvenient—he must assume his “our people” arent dying – Why can’t it just disappear already.) and protesters who have the freedom of speech and the right to assemble

Dummy

1633,  Thursday,  23  7. 20

the presidents new ploy

                          while speaking at new coronavirus briefings without physicians (80,000 Americans have died in-between) he steadfastly digs in on his teleprompters and briefly showed the mask he wears as he encourages everyone to wear one  quickly he tucks it back in his pocket 

as he watched that goofy performance it occurred to him it really wasnt too different or dissimilar than the president flashing someone the condom he carries in his wallet but will never use

1810,  Thursday,  23  7. 20