30.6.24


. . . better to be strong and wrong . .
. . Youre really going back to tha
                                    I object to it incenses me anya know it
Not wise to poke a bear

A bear, fuck, you get upset with me when others say it, or define as muscular.

Others Which you repeat Others thaya don define name annot something youre describing  ever
Him who will remain nameless former
Sick an tired of either attributed to him
                                         Hes not  Quit

But I like getting a rise out of you.

Until you get popped in the mouth

You wouldn’t do that.

You thasure
               Im not

   Well, nevertheless, I think it’s valuable advic . .
. . Then keep it to yourself don solicit don proselytise
                                                        If I want to know whaya think Ill ask
I’m welcome to my opinion.

I didnt say ya werent
                        Around me keep it to yourself
Im not your kid brother
                         Who you bullied
Did tha in front of my Maw shed knock your block off
Anyad have to take it
                          Because in my neighbourhood ya went home cryin to Mommie shed knock your head off then probably pass ya round to family elders theyd take their shots too

You have no idea

You grewup soft

I didn’t.
No
    Ever work the yellow dye throughout a bag of oleo 

No.

Shred Ivory soapbars to make laundry detergent

I’ve heard of that.

Ever do it

   Na . .
. . I did
        Ever do laundryhelp at home with your Maw
Na . .
. . I did Make meals

Meals?

Thas a no
            Ever hustle jobs outside lawns leaves shovel snow make money as a kid

It didn’t snow in Southern Cali . .
. . Fuck snow outside jobs

   No.

Paper routes

No.

Ive made my point
                      Saft   So
Keep it to yourself or yamay find you picking yourself up off the ground

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with a drillbit shutter

a bulletproof vest

not penetrated

Aint takin my life today

No thing penetrates me
CRASH
        clatter
the rounds dropoff like rainwater
                                    scatter around
his boots

Not today assassin


gamed au-dela 
                beyond
hereafter  the next world life after death
                                         which is not a thing
faced them down with wit an brio
                                   might strength
inspired
spirited

woven
bound

in vested


the sudden utter brisance denied enthralled excited him
                                                           whawoudhavebeen  the shattering effect of softnose bullets

  suffered
            shed

Not today


Not this day
               assassin

believe April, 2004
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he told her
           I feel  Im feeling    Im feelin like I want to run through a wall
I coud run through a wall

she tipped her headrolled her eyes
                                      How do you mean?
Energetic energised  spurred on
Spurred?
Yah
      Gotta to go headlong through a wall Creeleys fault Black Mountain poet
The poem isIll quote him
                          . . . that place we are finally safe in . . . understanding is not a requirement. You don’t have to know why. Being there is the one requirement. If one only wrote good poems, what a dreary world it would be.

The wall woud be tha dreary world
                                      Not escape no
Creating an exit an entrance entrance exit  to elsewhere tha is denied us by   tha structure tha twodimensional edgeobstruction   be whaever its made of
Purchase
           Retake tha space

Fuckin’ enthused.

Spurred
Lemme share another beauty by him

You did it,
and you didn’t want to,

and it was simple.
You were not involved,

even if your head was cut off,
or each finger

twisted
from its shape until it broke,

and you screamed too
with the other, in pleasure.


You must see how I could run through a wall
   
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