Hey man, don’t you think it’s time you got your hair cut?

sighed char Almost cut my hair

                                 It happened just the other day

So why didn’t you?

   Wha

Get your hair cut.

I had no intentionswas quoting Crosby Stills Nash an Young Thought youd gleam tha

Ohshit, it was, why would you do that?

Why woudnt I  Girls just wanna have fun

                                               Im unlike youwha every fourfive weeks

Yes. I like to maintain my appearance.

Which makes sensesocial butterfly need interaction whether you get action or not   Not

At least I’m mixing it up, you aren’t.

Im not

        People get in the way of my pursuits things I gotta do  accomplish

The hair  Like an afro a white mans fro

                                           Whadaya think

Think.

        I think it’s a mane.

A mane

A lion’s mane.

  Whell shit thank you Thas a compliment

I didn’t mean it as one.

Brother  Im afraid you let one slipIm running with it

                                                        Thank you

I said it wasn’t.

Oh

     But it is

It is

3PM,  2sday,  13  8. 24

2135,  Sunday,  25  8. 24

Crosby, Stills, Nash & Young  Almost Cut My Hair  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0v2nnQIiKOQ

You familiar with deer stands

For hunting?

You are

I am.

Youve hunted

Once in Colorado. I shot a buck. Clean kill.

   We shoud wish as much

Pardon me?  he cringed

Don make a face  You understood me

Have you?

Plenty

       In the bloodlust of my youth an tha I studied biologysent wending on my way by Mr Demerest high school biology teacher who noticed I had a keen eye steady hand I killed somedissected all his exhibits for Open Houses sophomore junior senior year He missed me fiercely when I graduated  He wrote tha in my yearbook

And you hunted?

I did

      Bloodlust isnt satisfied in a lab

Rabbit fowl deer elk worked on a ranch beef worked as a butcher small shop we bought killed slaughtered sold animals

   We shoud wish as much

You’re pretty morose.

No

    An idealist realist

You use a deer stand, a blind?

No I hunted I didnt wait  You

Time in Colorado we hunted too.

                                     Why ask my familiarity?

Actually  pretty funny

                         Turns out my queen october has a fly stand

What?

Its something

                She loves window ledges  Shes feralhas a longing to be outdoors

Makes sense.

Yah  Found her in the kitchen window Big black fly buzzed over her headworked its erraticfrantic way down Octobers sitting still Then suddenlyWAP with her paw against the glass flygore it dropped to the floor

She didnt jump down after it

Glanced

Then returned her gaze into the kitchen Listening  I believe for another fly

Not sensing one she jumped downleft the kitchen

The fly fell behind a cane bin I use for recycling

I lifted it away from the wall set it aside

Four dead flies

Sweptem into a dustpan tookem outside castem in yard into the grass

I washed the smudgedgore from the glass returned the bin

                                                                 A fly stand

1214,  Saturday,  24  8. 24

1018,  Sunday,  25  8. 24

he sat down to write his father a letter

lookingup at the handclock he saw it was 8:25 on 25 August or 8/25

                                                                          Coincidence?   a friend badgered himwas unsatisfied that he refused to call anything a coincidence

It is not nothing is

                    then as every time before he heldup his right handfist closed bemused smiling would then violently jerkpop his hand open which they understood was his simulation of The Big Bang Singularity in that millionthbillionthtrillionth of a second of the Universe all that would be every nuance every particle of dust in cold space congealed planets stars suns black holes physics biology science plants animals fish human beings every word in every language every sleep and waking every scenario love affair war

                                                                      Was

Nothing a coincidence

it was also his kidbrothers birthday

pen in handresting on three sheets of paper on his desk he sipped black coffeehad thanked the machine for making it  cleared his throat  sang Happy Birthday

he would have loved to call

but his kidbrother was dead

nevertheless he was sure he heard him

those lines are always open

their connexions crystalclear

he set his mug down  upperleft corner he wrote

                                                  0825   Sunday   25  8. 24

                                 listening to Dark Sorrow Ambient Music  Lonely Neighbourhood

   Howdy Paw!

                       taking dictation from the Universe

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BaopC3dMKlw