7.3.24


Choo-choo Charlie was an engineer trolley car trolley car pick a track or have someoneanyone throw the switch

      Choose-You-choose  Trolley Problem
a thought experiment create by British philosopher Philippa Foot in ’67 expanded in ’85 by the American philosopher Judith Jarvis Thomson no longer the engineers choice which track but rather someone on the ground who determines to throw the switch
                   save five kill one kill five save one
NO MATTER WHO THE ONE IS

   in his thought experiment
nobody dies

he had two

first
      choose between inhibited & uninhibited

second
         choose between Faith & atheism guess he could have jumbledflipped em so they werent blatantly parallel   aah no matter
       two sides on the same coin

it was his experience once chosen one couldntwouldnt revert
                                                                although  hed recommend enjoying some real life experiences acquire definite baggage before making a choice

he also believed no child should have to endure any kind of indoctrination
                                                                              they can decide for themselves when they were older more sophisticated  wellread

1433,  2sday,  30  1. 24
2228,  Thursday,  7  3. 24
The Small Faces  Itchycoo Park  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fayL1WTR1Go

Let Go


with an edge of disgust in his voice Jesus, man, how you think.

I think
        My inhibition distresses you
My willingness to speak freelyspeak my mind unafraid  Were you heeled been heldkept  on a leash

What are you talking about?that’s nonsense.
No no   I don think so
                        You were checked Id go so farwoudsay  you helped  aided the processrefused  refused to challenge
           You went along

      You don’t know what you’re talking about.

   You paused


I paused?

An a second time
                   Yawanna let your hair downfuck just you an me talkinconversin  Nobodys listenin no condemnation no judgment   Let go

gentlyhe shook his head  It’s easy for you.

I condemn tha
                 Accept  Accept accountability    Punishment
It doesnt hurt too long or too much

   For you.
Defeatist

No.

Wha  wha
              Wha Im all ears

   I’m not you.

Im not asking you to be me
                             Im asking you quit  quitcensoring yourself worryinbout wha people will think  Theyll think wha they will despite your best effortsBEST  fuckin   intentions

Human  Nature


   Tell me Im off base


I’ve never.

Absolutely  he knew how he felt about that

   Never.

Too bad
            Id like to know who Ive done it with thahad the ability to sing

Sing?

Yah Trained to hit octaves Sharps   Flats
                                               Half steps  Semitones
Imagine

I can’t.

No  No   Maybe I have but didnt know it
                                            NO   Youve not throatfucked
Jesus.

Full circlehuh

1432,  2sday,  30  1. 24
1300,  Thursday,  7  3. 24


crossing the flagstone patiowalking up on a small group of people gathered around a plexiglass topped picnic table if a woman sat in a skirt its texturing obscured their hiked hems or relaxedspread legs he overheard . . . I’m bonafide . . the real deal.
he interruptedrecognising the brayer 
                                      Whadaya deal in
I missed the prologue the setup  prequel   Prequel
                                                     Am I right  I recall youre longwinded untiring when you hear your own voice although  admittedly  hearings different than listening

Ifya listened to you  youd have interrupted as Ive done for the nonsense

people began quietly moving off like a clean pane of glass broken by a smooth round stone

squaringup angerflushed  grimacingsneering   I know you?

   Weve met
             At the time you conceded you were poor with names an faces which I found queer because with an effort one coud if they wished an try as I may I havent  I cant forget your face or name   Suffice to say you made an indelible impression upon me 

Where’d we meet?

No no You woudnt recall tha either
                                     At the time you concededconfided hard to tell  tha youre so in the moment tha nothing precedes it or comes after  I immediatelythought akin to a watchs second hand ticking
                                                                                                      Is tha a thing
Second hands
Secondhand

the broken glass slid away dispersed

he ruined bonafides assembly

job one job done
                  as he was approaching he recognised that despite the panes fidgeting they were too polite
Eidgets


real deal remained standing at the head of the table
                                                       he at its foot
ball in his court

he  a simple jester
                      Well

Well, what?

I havent left havent milled away
                                  Complete your thought if you recall  In this moment the preceding

he picked up his wine glass fingers round its rim
                                                    I’ll save that for those who are interested.
Careful friend  Innarestin is ambivalent
                                            Noncommital

after1432hrs,  2sday,  30  1. 24
1134,  Thursday,  7  3. 24