26.1.24


talking with a young friend he mentioned his disappointment 

she asked what was bothering him

I was talking with an friend from the old neighbourhood shes been strugglingcaring for her mother the rest of the family has refused to help even if only to take their mother for a week so she could have a break  Shes givenup capitulated

   Capitulated.
                     What does that mean?

Resigned Surrendered
                         As I said  givenup  Afraid her family saw her coming an when she stepped in they hustled out  She thought theyd have her back  Yah  Stabbed her in the back  Told her She your problem now   They washed their hands

That’s terrible.
It is
    Its amazing wha familys can do  I often joke tha family an dysfunction are synonymous

she groaned
There yago  you groaned

The way you said . it didn’t sound like you were joking.  You were being facetious.

   No  Sarcastic
                  Sarcasm is wasted on the thick   Youre not thick

the quiet sounded like she wanted to smile  but withdrewheld back

You can smile baby  Youre not thick
                                       If you were Id let you know  As a matter of fact ifya were we woudnt be talkin
I have better things to do

she cleared her throat
                         Are you teasing me?
No
     I genuinely like yougenuinely  enjoy our conversations
Ohgood, thank you.
                        I like you too.


since that conversation a week earlier  on the telephone  sitting before his computer on-line he had readhad heard commentators use capitulation capitulated capitulating not the three timesthings happen in threes  but every day a couplethree times a day  asif saying itplacing it in the ether it had spread pollenated   flourished


having a beer with a buddy
                               Youre familiar with the term capitulation
I am.

When was the last time you used it.

    I couldn’t tell yathough for the most part not readily part of my vocabulary. Why?

he related what transpired the week prior

So what are you saying?

I don know
               If I were suspiciousan Im not  Id think my place was bugged or some fuckin listenin algorithm decided it liked the word an disseminated it

Sounds suspiciously scifi.

The best scifi is speculative

Then, fantasy?

Not keen on itnot the fantastic
Ohstop!
           Most of the shit out of your mouth is fantastic
       
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Led Zeppelin  No Quarter  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_vG_mTt6hCs