9.3.23


he was the last man on the planet

he hadnt had time to think about it was pitted survived instinctually  didnt think woe is me

   finally
           a placespace  for himself 


he was alone along time 
                             there was no point in striking hashmarks or diddling with what day it might be 


then oneday
               a blueeyed doe entered the glade he found and made home 

she was unafraid

he welcomed her

they struck a companionship

he believed it was based on them having the same colouredeyes

he didntcouldnt know what she believed

that they were familiar was sufficient

wordless communication the talk of lovers 
                                             he was grateful he learned that before the maelstrom
before the unforgiveness 
                         the ensuing violence  hotblood foam   his determinedunrelenting luck
 

   where had she been before she appeared
she may have been nowhere 

then became 


strange

unexpected 

   he was also grateful to learn unexpectedness

1340,  Sunday,  19  2. 23
1252,  Thursday,  9  3. 23


I did a doe read Ididadoe 
                                  phonaesthetics 
whas not to like 
a blueeyed doe
they spoke the same language

believe me he vowed Cross my heart hope to die stick a needle in my eye
                                                                             he recalled tha childhood pledge
never crossed anyone who took him into their confidence 
ixnay on the unsgay 
secret was secret 
                  not secreted like snickering slobber not like some who imagined they suddenlyheld leverage

  but he digressed 


Ididadoe is precious
    
1340,  Sunday,  19  2. 23
356preferred to 1556,  Thursday,  9  3. 23


I dreamt 


she was a witch

she shriekedSTOP or I’ll cut your hands off.

   I thought for a moment 
                           if whaever I was doingI didnt know wha had elicited such a threat whellthen Id keep doing wha I was doing 
                    every hill Ive encountered has been worth dying on so why the fuck woud I be different now
so I kept at 
            whaever it was 


I did wake

I woke

my hands still grew out of my wrists

did I falter

did she decline

   I did not know 
my dream cut out went dark 
                             something churnedI couldnt see black marbling on blackI couldnt see  
she was a witch 
I am mortal 
              perhaps Mortal is an underratedmisunderstood weapon

I woke with my hands

before 8AM, Day-between-Two-Ts,  8  3. 23
1136,  Thursday,  9  3. 23
Ginger Baker/Air Force  Early in the Morning  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZJlSyapiV84