Gloryhole

           he needs tohas to make a tshirt  custom  silkscreened

a rawchopped metal stall wall hole

                                       or

a dolledup hole made to look like a savaged anus

                                                                 are they really different

hes astonished by the offence taken by a word that once upon a time was held by Fuck

his parents lost their minds whenever hed say fuckhis father in particular  scolded himtold him to hold his tongue  he couldnt use words in the house that werent in the dictionary

                                                                                      Lo and Behold 

his Irish twin who took the bullet was named Bob Junior their father Bob Senior he would have made a lousy bob for Christmas bought him The American Heritage Dictionary of the English Language  1973 wherein fuck was first published in a dictionary in America truth be known he knew that and when his brother at a loss of what to gift him for Christmas he told him Bob If youd give me The American Heritage Dictionary of the English Language Id be tickled pink    You want a dictionary for Christmas?    I do I do

Christmas morning after unwrapping his brothers gift he announced to the family Happy fuckin Christmas everyone then went to his father with the dictionary opened and let which in the future his mother-in-law counseled Feast your eyes! let his father read fuck for himself

    evidently

              Gloryhole

is the new placekeeper

       Fuck

midnight,  Sunday/Monday,  23/24  8. 26

1446,  Monday,  31  8. 26

Neil Young  Words  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rFRIXQPk6BY

cellphone rang

he looked

friend not foe

he picked up Wel . .

. . I’m afraid I’ve sold you down the river.

    Whas my cut

Your cut may be bigger than what you think you can chew.

Im encouraged

Emboldened.

    Arya being vague on purpose

Vague will be a hundredeighty degrees off the mark.

Im intrigued

Embroiled.

    Lemme tellya Im sorry if others sold down the river coudntdidnt enjoy such commiserate repartee

laughed

             Repartee.

in her mind she conceived rapeparty  although who raped whoif that was even appropriate knowing them  not rape   plunder

Yah   Plunder  knowing them as well as she knew did theyd plunder each other something furiously  ferociously  if sextaped it would sell like hotcakes   a couple of cheesecakes  Christ

 

 

    Youre mighty quiet

Not if you were inside my head.

I can take orders  How do I get inside your head

                                                           Head

You’re crazy, man.

                       I’m aware. You’re more than I can handle.

You say the nicest things

Like selling you down the river.

Goin down

Jeez.  From what I understand.

                                        Yes you do.

Now that Im piqued  Yagonna say

 

Yes.  Yes.

               I should say.

The pics I texted you.

    Modest

Maybe by your standards.

Unbuttoned blouse  Cleavage

                                 Skirts    High on your thighs  Panties

Your kisser is wha seals the deal

Your expressions

                       Not so sure

    Tantalises

Should I stay or should I go

 

    Saw that?

I did

         Yathought dirty

But sentem any way

 

They were liberating.

You were hot

                   Undeniably

Thank you.

Youre welcome

A friend saw them.

                        She thought I was hot too.

She asked who you were.

A grateful recipient you said

A good friend I said.

                               We were drinking.

Most of the ensuing evening was talking about you.

Next day she called and said she couldn’t put our conversation out of her head, or you.

If I run for office will you be my communication liaison

   Liaison.

Deliberate choice of words

You never miss a trickshit  put my foot in it.

Yadid

           Ill let you punish you

She’d like to email, text you, if it is okay I share your information with her.

Sure

Sure?

    Jah

Im curious

 

She can be pretty outrageous.

Let me be the judge of tha

Not really.  I’m the judge.

                            She’s shared with me with what she’d like to share with you.

And

    She’s outrageous.

And she’s beautiful.

She has to have done this before because her pictures, her vid . .

. . Pictures  An videos

Yes.

        Her pictures and videos are . . . like . . productions.

She hasnt a bad side.

Outrageous.

Exquisite.

    You coud have pulled the trigger without asking

 

I know you’d like to see.

I feel responsible.

Methinks youre feelin guilty

                               Share my information with her

So I don delete either the tex . .

. . Texts.

Texts

        Or the emai . .

. . Emails.

Emails

           Whas her name

Tara.

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1245,  Tuesday,  1  9. 26

Clash  Should I Stay or Should I Go  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BN1WwnEDWAM

abruptly Happened again.  Won't it ever stop?

Whastha kiddo  I miss something

You miss the people walking towards us, expressions on their face, their body language?

I didnt see

             When talking with you I listendevote my attention to wha youre saying  Im wholly focused on you why woud I pay attention to them

    Whad I miss

Papa. With all us girls you miss it.

   

Then you girls can appreciate Im consistent

                                                Whad I miss

    Walking past us they think we’re an item. I’ve talked with the girls, they agree.

Wha have you agreed

That people passing as we walk with you think we’re a couple.

                                                                    It’s not flattering.

A young woman with an older man.

he laughed

                I find it flatterin you girls are beautifu . .

. . For you, yes.

                  Not so much us.                                                   

    Kept women

Kept. Sure.  Something like that.

he laughed again

It’s not funny, Papa.

Why do you care wha they think  Don waste your time

                                                              Understand  Its IF

If?

      

 

What do you mean?

                       If they think it is it is what they think?

If theyre thinking were in a relationship theyd be right  Although Im talkin about  IF

softly shaking her head I'm confused.

IF

       Intimate  Family

Weve always been an intimate familyhave always been familiarhave always been affectionate

Thas how Mom an I raised you

Some peoplefamilies don share our enthusiastic affection our    wha do you kids call it

that tickled her a nice smile easy dimples P D A, Papa.  It’s called P D A.

    Youll have to do better than tha baby

I apologise.   I forget you neglect acrony . .

. . Despise

You do.

            Public display of affection.

Thas it

        Stupid

Ill love my children whenever wherever I want and I bust my buttons when you girls do too

Ya bunch of lesbians kissin an huggin

Right out in the open

Have you no shame

she laughed

               As if!

    IF

        Don ever care wha people think A waste of time tryin to change their minds

Screwem

Well be us

    Us.

Yes we will.                                 

0657,  Tuesday,  1  9. 26

1044,  Tuesday

No thanks though thank you  I can entertain myself

You really ought to come out. You’ll have fun.

                                                       You remember fun?

I do

         I have a ball all by my loonesome  said so on purpose

    By your lonesome.

Informed to shit

     Nice expression

                        I appreciate the invite

Id ask you to keep asking me as long as you can stomach me declining

                                                                           Who knows

Might be movedenticed one day

                                  Ya know     Switch shit up

    But in the meantime Im a handful onto myself

                                                        Utterly pleasingly happily occupied

Motherfucker.

                  You know you’re unnatural.

Not at all  Independent

                             And Im selfish

Its hard to compete with me

 

    You said . . . informed.

Jah

What do you mean?

Wha I said

Theyre two different animals.

    To you

When I seek to be entertained

                                 I tune in standup comedy

                             

Can you remember the last time you went to dinner with someone, went to a movie?

Last September Saw Oppenheimer by myself

 

    Don’t get out much.

You have no idea

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