well intended lessons were lost

the children were too youngHELL

the adults were too young

he still had unanswered questions

   he failed to ask them 

before he could she physically coudnt speak

she was robbed

he was

  they were  robbed

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he raised his hand 

it was just the two of them 

                            nevertheless  obliviously  the verbiageword salad kept pouring out of his mouth

he took his hand downsat back gave him the television Indian-head test pattern puss   I have disconnected

You’re not listening to me. 

   Im not

           When you begin espousing horseshit knock yourself out yare all the company you need

You . .

. . I didnt

          You went off the farmwent on a tangentexercised yourself  Hadnt a damn thing to do with what we were discussing 

You go off on tangents!

Yes  I tell you I am 

                     However I can circle back around to where I departed    You cant

I can.

Speak

What . . am I a dog?

Speak

             Where did you depart   Circle back

   You cant 

Give me a moment.

   Got all the time yaneed

 

 

You’re not going to say?

Ya asked for a moment 

Fuck you!

If you paid any attentionbut ya coudnt care less when I put my handup ya might have remembered  Hand came down you were lost dog chasin its tail 

You’re not going to say?

   Why

Maybe you don’t remember.

Maybe yare a joke 

he nearly went apoplectic  apoplexia happens when one doesnt dare thrown punch knowing full well his lunch will be handed him

JOKE he raved                                         

   I said joke 

                  Ya know better

he stoodup and stormed out of the room 

he wouldnt even chase after a woman

people control their actions 

                            he wasnt going to get in the middleget caught up in the fret between someone an themselves

outnumbered   no upside 

he posed a legit question 

                             he avoided itwas vague  shoud have been a politician

Thas not wha I asked quit poisoning the question 

                                                     got a little fascinated with posing and poisoning  missionaries are mercenaries  he took exception thinking he was going after his wellheeled not-a-concern-in-the-world sisters who Knew God

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Quora  end-of-broadcasting day  https://www.quora.com/How-did-television-become-so-popular

she didnt visit college or university campuses with any thought of attending them  just wanted to get the lay of the land see how the other half lives Half wha a joke  those from the other side of the tracks 

she was happy where she grew up 

it struck her that they wouldnt ever be happy  felt shortthrifted no matter

she was pretty 

attracted some of those boys

they thought idiots they could have their way with hershe would be grateful

she bit lipspunched noses could fly like the wind 

                                                       What happened to your face?   That bitch! 

she was proud of her status

a girlfriend made her a tie-dyed tshirt emblazoned in blackprint BITCH another knitted her a sweater babyblue B on her left breast

                they didnt go to school beyond high a crime  they were so smartso talented  their parents didnt see the advantage for them to attend  but couldnt afford it either  It's an adventure.

                                                                                 Adventure  Really  

she was sure their parents had no idea their daughters potential

                                                                    they would have crushed it

she took a bus to the University of Chicago 

                                             took in its campus the architecture saw the students congregatingpassing between classes  eyeballed the school professionals the professors

she hoped they were happy

   they struck her as more serious than a cemetery 

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Joy Division  I Remember Nothing   https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8yWHFM6zT1U

having sat upscratching his bedhead  absently Wha are the chances

she was right therebeside him taskmaster first  Ifya like we can figure it out.

he smiledshook his head no 

                             No no  lets lay here a moment longer on the heels of his hands he shifted his hips downlaid back  Just an expression

An idiom.

he was looking at the ceilingblinked rolled onto his elbow to face her  Yes beautiful an idiom  I coud swear some mornings you wakeseems you had your morning coffee wayway ahead of the game

she smiled mischievously Sometimes feels that way.   bunched her nose

Id happily be your donut 

she gave him a quick jab with her elbow  You are my donut.

they laughed they tickled themselves    

What were you thinking?

I wasntya know me shit occurs

                                  I coudwe coud figure the chances count the nights in my life wed have the odds  First time ever

You’d recall if you had before.

I woudyes 

   Sharing?

Yes 

     I share everything with you

she smiled reassured 

                       there will always be a part of herno matter how well she knows his words are gospel that she needs to be reassured

he didnt mind she was cheated as a child   she absorbed those slights long before they met

                                                                                                    Farfetched

You went a long way to get it.

I did 

      I fetched

Then to your credit. Many woudnt. 

                                       Did you throw it? 

I lost it  I was perturbed I had 

                                I farfetched all night 

Found it.

Yes.

What was it?

he smiled bemused Possibly the best part  No sooner had I found itwas aware I had it vanishedFARFETCHED in both ears waking me 

I felt you start.

I felt me start Jolted 

Are you okay?

I am thank you How can I not be 

                                    Ive you an found something farfetched

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Damien Rice  Lonelily  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xGpNqjlZe1s