12.10.20

 
It was nearlike being snowblind man It was awesome  
                                                            he was regaling a buddythey were stoned  with a hypnagogic reverie that he dragged by the hair into dream

he was unable to dust consciousness motes and starbursts out of his eyesoff the back of his eyelids so his imagined was seen diffusely  a brilliant white at its coreits body  a quivering aura softtipped radiating flame and spikes

 

Yah man hypnagogically she emerged asif from a lake  rising risingup I saw her crown a closecropped curly blonde  the crescent of her forehead widespaced eyes indigenous nose high cheeks a generous mouth firm jaw her throat an shoulders her breasts  naked she emerged until she stood across from me unashamed   

I beckoned her to stepped onto the tatami mat I was kneeling on
                                                                    she acquiesced an the tatami transformed into a mystical magic carpet and transported us into my dream

 

Inside she sat down on the mat across from me 
                                                   she then assumed an asana the lotus position

Man ever have a naked woman cross her legs into the lotus position seated across from you

No.

Me neither me neither 
                         Then impossiblyI thought impossibly  but I was dreaming she stretched upright tall assumed a long torso an then slowly leaning forward she placed her hands and elbows on the mat her arms in a type of chevron elbows out hands peaked together I saw her from the side then a long inverted exaggerated U Quiet  Elegant   Beautiful 
           then impossiblyI thought again she began leaning forward on her arms placed her head on her hands and snaked her bodystill in asana forward  slowly beginning to raise her legs up off the tatami  slowly slowly rising into a headstand

My perspective walked round and round her as her hips and crossed legs her torso grew into the air snakishly  raviishingly  Impossiby my dreamingself thought   Impossibly

 

Then like a statue she was standing on her head  in the lotus position 
                                                                             Fucking miraculous

 

I was in awe 
               I was still kneeling across from her admiring heradmiring her back her inversion she looked likeher body was shaped in the form of an exquisite purewhite blossom her aura flickering  flickering   tantalising

Then I heard words in my head a feminine voice   it encouraged me to stand

I did as I was told I was mesmerised I was an automaton   

 

Then I did as I was invited 

I pleasured herpleasured myself 
                                  pleasured us a doublescoop of delicious vanilla I Scream

 

Man wha a delight

                                  

She held her pose even as she came     

 

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he only needed their namesno need to see their faces 
                                                         Deputy Campaign Manager Justin Clark  Campaign General Counsel Matthew Morgan  Michael Roman Campaign ha Staffer and Robert Paduchik Campaign Senior Advisor

he only needed their names because their identities wouldnt matter theyd be carefully be hidden behind masks NOnot coronavirus masks   rather white conical masks

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he rubbed away tear residue at the edge of his eye with the ball of his finger

when he wept at night fine stardust fell near his eyes

comforting himself
                    he called them stardust tears

No he said Yare wrong  Im fueling

Fueling? You want to lie to yourself, call it something it isn’t, deny what it is?


he stood his groundhe gave his answer  
                                          he appreciated his brotherinlaws concern


You’re boozing. Call it what you want, but you’re boozing; and I’m worried.

Yashouldnt worry bout things yacant control I thought yawas smarter than that  Dig

he could see that his words stirred his facemixed emotions 
                                                              disturbing photos  superimposed overlayed
it was difficult to watch

so he closed his eyes and repeated calmly Im fueling 
                                                         It guides me inhuddles with me it helps  anit tastes good

Im no threat to anyone 
                           No one

his brotherinlaw seized up 
                           he could see it in his mouth trying to work its way out 
his jaw trembled

he struggled 
             he knew his brotherinlaw was trying to find fault in his logic while recognising the fueltheir teaming  had created marvelous insights introspection perceptions  and odd curious beauty

his brotherinlaw was weighing if he wanted to attempt an intervention hed need more people

his brotherinlaw probably thinking He’ll punch me in the mouth if I don’t back offI’ve said my piece . . . I best cut my losses.

he decided hed help him 
                           Keep at it man an Ill knock you out Yaknow I throw the first punch


his brotherinlaw knew 
                       he remembered two times distinctly probably a couple more if he really dug in while he was thinking on it   he did


Yabest not tempt fate

I have patience though when I am impugned its sorely taxed

 

I hear you.

Good 
       We in a good place  

Understand I do appreciate your concern

 

Im fueling an frankly Im wasting fuel on this

Im tempted to call it a confrontation but then yaint laying on your backyour mouth bleeding or worse

 

We done

Yeah. We’re done.

Good Think nothing of it 
                             I wont

 

his brotherinlaw knew he was dismissed 
                                             Get together for a putsch Thursday?

Yaknow me my dance card is always open Yalemme know what time works best for you  Later bro

Yes. Later.

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$216K -- Killed

when asked by The New York Times in August what the president would do with four more years of power he said 
"But so I think, I think it would be, I think it would be very, very, I think we’d have a very, very solid, we would continue what we’re doing.” 
                      which is ludicrous  the man doesnt think and saying so four times in a sentence isnt inspiring   

“ . . . we would continue what we are doing.”   killing Americans with coronavirus

its not the China Virus

it is the Trump Virus

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