she went down on her list of
things
he wanted her to do for him
if it wasnt purely him
it was things he was taught he should
expect from her
since youth she was fingered by
their pop and beauty cultures
women sold
over-the-counter minimized objectified
idealized
what Beauty Should Be
she didnt pause to wonder if he
would put up with the shit she put herself through to try and stand shoulder-to-shoulder
with Barbie
his sex wasnt held to conform
to any Market ploy or desecration
yet
yet
if she could take a peek-see
at what he was willing to do
for her
shed see
hed sooner jagoff to a skinrag
or internet porn buy himself a piece of
ass roofies and imply she roofied herself if he drew any
heat never forgetting
a
Woman as Scapegoat
has a long illustrious legal history
her list included
figuring out an outfit (trying on one thousand things)
jewelry and special adornments
filing and painting her nails
plucking her eyebrows
showering
washing her hair
drying her hair
doing her hairdo curlers or iron gel or hairspray
getting dressed
applying make-up
(she takes a deep breath)
primer
an array of concealers (yellow or orange for under eye bags green for blemishes that matches her skin color to cover anything else aka scars)
contouring concealers (a shade lighter than her skin coloring to accent where light naturally strikes her face a shade darker on places more apt to tanning or where she might want to thin out as to either side of her nose highlighting from the bridge to the tip of her nose to make it appear more equine more ideal at her forehead and temples to look naturally sun kissed)
foundation over her concealers
powder to set everything she just applied
blush on the apples of her cheeks
eyeliner
eyeshadow darkest shade in the crease mid tone across the lid highlighting shade on the brow bone corners of the eyes the middle of the lid
apply fake eyelashes
reapply eyeliner to cover the glue
retouch her eyeshadow
curl her eyelashes
mascara
double check everything in a full length mirror
outfit
shoes
bag
hair
the way her ass looks from behind
and no
she didnt forget to have her esthetician provide her the much-vaulted much-desired full Brazilian
or have her anus bleached
0058, Sunday,
16 2. 14
