13.7.24


. . . our thoughts and prayers . . .

                                             isnt tha the line
 
1805,  Saturday,  13  7. 24

. . . hadnt a clue whawas next

                                      was always a fine place

fine to be curious to be anxious to discover if hed actually write or take dictation
one of these days hed meet who or whos
                                                 which would be a kick in the head

banjaxed  liked the look of the Irish meant totally ruined wrecked tired or drunk
                                                                                        correction
totally ruined

wrecked

tired

drunk

or
   All of the Above
multiple choice
                 he preferredunlike most his teachers  writing essays
he could be persuasive

if they could read his handwriting

took the US History test  Junior High Social Studies  fail it  not promoted  it was a BIG FUCKIN thing
                                                                                                            fortunately
he broke his left arm twice in succession broke his leg preceding  Eighth Grade had been physically tough
as he was saying
fortunately
              he was lefthanded
forced to write with his right

his teacher asked him to see her after class after test papers were returned
                                                                                she loved essays
I can’t read your writing, but I’ve determined given your involvement, your participation during class, every day, that you understand the material required and I’m promoting you.

took every fibre of his being not to scream MOTHERFUCKER
                                                                          ducked a bullet there
who do you praise for thawhich god hed pull a train if he had to if one understood his drift


there was also this beaut
                            he came around a cornerwalked straight into her  she tried to runaway  he was fastergot her by the hairshould have worn it up
                                        her head was awash with reptiles of resentment still had heryanked her by the hair rage confusion

was creepy even by his standards
whatever it meant

had no idea
              but he liked the imagery

when the reptiles recognised he was restraining her their prey   they began to turncome after him

he let go 
         she shot off like a neverbeforestretched rubberband off a ruler
elementary classroom shit
hurt like hell if it caughtya right


    Whell fuck it  something woud surface

1238 & 1315,  day-between-2-Ts,  19  6. 24
111preferred to 1311,  Saturday,  13  7. 24
Dean Martin  Ain’t That A Kick In The Head  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sgozofokf_c

cockaroach

That’s a HUGE cockaroach.

it tickled him how she said it
                             Cockroach
That’s what I said.
                     Why did you have to show me?

No worries I keep the door locked show it to everyone through the glass

Everyone?

Everyone needs to see

Do you feed it?
Nothing
          Havent feed it a thing
Seems to survive on either something I cant see  Or thin air
                                                                   A vermin
And you keep it in the dark?

It prefers not being seen
                          Butgirlie as you saw  flip on that overheard naked 100watt lightbulb it scurries madly tryin to find dark an shadows to hide
                                Its indecent

What’s it called again?you name it?

I did not
           Its called Project 2025  Mandate for Leadership


It’s awfully ugly.

1604,  Monday,  8  7. 24
1133,  Saturday,  13  7. 24

https://www.msnbc.com/opinion/msnbc-opinion/project-2025-porn-ban-lgbtq-transgender-rcna161562?cid=eml_mda_20240713&user_email=e4c91d00eead6d858374885584701152a02c6d873bb23bf387b4583a289e5951

https://www.forbes.com/sites/alisondurkee/2024/07/12/project-2025-explained-what-to-know-about-the-controversial-right-wing-policy-map-for-trump/

https://www.msnbc.com/the-weekend/watch/top-project-2025-architect-talks-conservative-blueprint-for-trump-second-term-213497413811?cid=eml_mda_20240623&user_email=e4c91d00eead6d858374885584701152a02c6d873bb23bf387b4583a289e5951

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=plFvyJFi0FE

German Jew Jew German  difference is negligible  was then  that difference was stoked by the caustic hatred of a man who manically swept the countryplied it with his vulgar Aryan WHITE myth
                                                                                       myth
bears repeating  MYTH

his word for it was lie


words have always fascinated him
                                    he exhibited lexophiliac preferred lexiphiliac tendencies
a word lover


two favourites  Jew German German Jew sameness had words for anythingeverything imaginable

verklempt
           from Yiddish farklempt, from German verklemnt, literally pinched, squeezed  defined  overcome with emotion  Oxford Dictionary

trepverter  stairwords  Yiddish
                                   when considering an earlier conversation a witty comeback presents  too late
akin  German  treppenwitz  staircase wit  a calque  literal word for word rendition of the French esprit de l’escalier

   a third beaut
                   however not of the samenesstumble he relished above is wabi-sabi
made him think of palegreen cleanses your sinuses  wasabi
like horseradish and mustard

wabi-sabi  Japanese Art of Impermanence
                                              wabi translates to less is more  sabi means attentive melancholy
together “an awareness of the transient nature of earthly things and a corresponding pleasure in the things that bear a mark of this impermanence”  

a crack in a fine china tea cup

2356,  Monday,  8  7. 24
1034,  Saturday,  13  7. 24

https://spencerlowry.com/2018/09/05/10-uniquely-beautiful-words-from-other-languages/

https://www.carnegielibrary.org/staff-picks/wabi-sabi-the-japanese-art-of-finding-the-beauty-in-imperfections/#:~:text=Wabi%20Sabi%3A%20The%20Japanese%20Art%20of%20Impermanence&text=Taken%20from%20the%20Japanese%20words,the%20mark%20of%20this%20impermanence.