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    . . . sexually-sophisticated

 

they looked at him one began
                                 You think a twelveyear old is sufficiently capable to make a decisi . .
. . I think theres a lot of adultslegal adults sixteen to seventyfour who cant read at a fifthgrade level
OHmy fifthgrade  kids are ten or eleven years old   adults who are deemed sufficiently capable of making big people decisions simply by their age alone

I was talking about a twelveyear of girl physically bombasticwho spot of makeup slipped into a twentysomething dress woud pass for twentysomething
                                                             An Ill go a step furthur all three of you mentioned that you were thinking about getting laid when you wereOHmy teneleven years old  fifthgraders and when you were that age you struggled to find an occasional Playboy  static  to masturbate to  not a sixseveneightyear old today who has access to pornography on-line on-cable on-demand
    Sexually-sophisticated

And Im using sophisticated in lieu of some other word which eludes me  you got one  anteup

If you were churningI first came early summer before seventh grade thought I really hurt myself

Yet you old farts are damning me tha some twelveyear old somewhere in my life Ive met easy a halfdozen bombastic young girls   tha tha girl hasnt the itchthe same itch you had two years earlier than her  decades ago  coud suppose its awright for boys utterly sexually-unsophisticated   she hasnt the wherewithal to satisfy her urges  her cravings  with whomever she chooses

You’re a pedophil . .
. . Im not a paedophile
                           Im simply making the argument that the country was founded by religious people who were escaping persecution then they created their own persecutions  then they helped found the country  then helped found law and you clowns are ridiculously adamant to deny an individual her rights to Life Liberty and the Pursuit of her Happiness

And none of you schmucks putting it kindly  could tell me when you had the epiphany that your life was yours yours alone you were here to please no one other than yourself not your parents not your teachers  but to please yourself

    I was fuckin nine

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the shit that descends into his mind when he gets a little high  only 5mg
                                                                             that seems just right for him
call him Goldilocks


    why they were talking about whorehouses  conversation had began with Geisha houses  okiya Japan
then moved lively awry to brothels in Nevada where one of the three of them lived

An okiya  Prostitution isnt practised there

You know why?

I understand its nonsexual  Have believed it to be a soak in a hot bath a massage  concludin . .
. . With a Happy Endin . .
. . Youre a moron

                     Finished with a traditional tea service  Women dressed in elaborate kimonos

    But no fucking.

No

Why would you spend money on that?
Why woudya pay for sex

                               Cant get it on your own charms

Big talk for someone who hasn . .
. . Hasnt  Woudnt

No, you’d rather tug your dick.

No

        But otherwise   I do not mind masturbating
Besides
            Given my imagination women cannot possibly contort themselvesbend to the gymnastics
Gettin off point
I digress

Like you to either throw cold water on things or another log on the fire.

Prerogative of a quick mind
                              Refuse to wait for you to catchup

    A well-reputed house of ill-repute

Nevadan asked
                   What are you talking about?

Another slowpoke

                     How appropriate to the conversation

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1316,  Thursday,  16  10. 25


one for the books

                        definitely

 

once   he imagined confused glass 
                                     similar   carnival Funhouse mirrors
although the reflections  werent
                                   rather 
corporeal
            to a T

 

she became three a trinity

                              they independent of her  all three original

    independent

 

 

she was riding in the car beside him as they drove in reverselaughing across the dunes that overlooked the ocean suddenlybraked
                        a womanappeared out of nowherefell directly behind the car

Did you hit her? looked terrified
                                 No no   I don believe so  Sit tight   Please

as he exited the carleft the door open she opened hers needed fresh air thought she was going to throwup  going behind the car it appeared he was right they hadnt struck her she faced inward wedged between sand pushed by the braked tires  the unbroken dune

    she was unconscious

he dug out the length of her body behind her

freed she began rolling towards him
                                      she   rolled  towards him
    he didnt recoil

he simply rocked back on his haunches

                                                 stood

    he looked through the rear window at her in the passengers seat she had turned was on her knees

intensely urgently she looked at him
                                            Is she okay?
he nodded
             One moment

he went around the car opened the door behind her
                                                       Shes unconscious  Well take her to the hospital
Do you need help?

No No   I have her

returning to the rear of the car he dropped to his knees gathered her in his arms
                                                                                      stood
walked around the car

guided her head first into the backseat

set her fanny down

carefullylaid her halfin halfout of the car

she watched

he went around to the other side opened the door took ahold of her under her shoulders pulled her inside

closed the door

returned he gentlybent her knees rested her legs against the seatback

looked up at her  
                 Are you okay

    I . . . . I . . I think I am.

Okay  Good    Strange
                            he shut the door

went around behind the car

got in

         closed the door


for what seemed a momentthough was longer he looked out through the windshield
                                                                                                         flashback

saw the brilliant electricblue illuminated-from-within tenpoint buck they unfortunately hit and killed ten years earlier

 

    shifted his body turned his head

                                          Are you okay

Now.   I’m not sure.
                      she was still on her knees

she leaned over  gently brushed hair that was on her face aside could feel her fingers gently graze her face

    She looks exactly like me.

 

Ja  Exactly

She feels exactly like you

                                 Shut your door Hallie  We need to get her to Emergency
Yes.  Yes.

 

when they stopped she was still unconscious

preceding him through the door she garnered an empty gurney yanked it towards the door as he entered carrying her

a nurse impelled by Hallie abruptly commanding the gurney hustled towards them
                                                                                        You can’t . . .
then went silent

went professional

they wheeled her in an examination room immediately off Reception

Hallie explained to the nurse the event

nurse was gobsmacked

                            she kept looking back and forth between the women

There’s no relation . . . between you?

No.

      She’s a stranger.

somewhat stunned the nurse  perhaps convinced otherwiseconvinced  they were twins  was perhapsfrightened   doppelgangers

    a doctor appeared

she was in good hands

they retreated to Reception

                                  were unable to sit

 

If you don’t mind . . . I need fresh air. I’m going outside.

Saw the chairs the table

I did.

    Are you okay

I’m . . I’m . . . sighed . confused.

he nodded

she went through the SHUSH of the automatic doors wandered over to the chairs  standing behind one she leaned over it clutched its arms
                                  stood like that

 

    nurse walked into Reception

                                     She’s conscious. She’s asking for you.

astonished  Asking for me  

Yes.   Joe.
             You’re Joe, correct?
Joe
     Joe    I am

    She asked for you. Please follow me.

he glanced outside

                     Hallie had finally sat down head in hands  elbows on knees


they had propped the gurney into the sitting position
                                                         she smiled at him as he entered

the nurse explained that while they couldnt say why she had fallen unconscious their examination revealed her to be otherwise sound  normal

Normal
         he said

No contusions. No abrasions.
                                Her vitals are appropriate, in sync, for all intent and purposes normal.
We did, however, find sand in her hair.
                                          she laughed timing impeccable

    Shes  fit  to be released

There’s no discernable reason to keep her.

Hallie.  she corrected the nurse

Hallie

    Yes.  Hallie.

Hallie

               If youll excuse me

Id like to tell  Hallie

                       Shes outdoorsshed want to know immediately

Of course.
            the nurse Hallie  said at once

he backed outturned left up the short hallway to Reception
                                                               entering it he looked out the window to where Hallie sat
there was a woman with her

exiting the automatic doorswalking towards them heels hard on the pavement  they turned to his approach

Hallie

        and  Hallie
he almost went over onto his face

they asked together How is she?

    Hallie

Yes.


Shes fine  Theyll be releasing her

Hallie said We thought so, we could feel she was.

the other Hallie noddedsmiled amazing dimples  Hallies dimples


    I was just coming out to check on you to Hallie who sat facing him

Excuse me  he did an aboutface

hurried back inside

 

Hallie sat in a wheelchair had moved to Receptions apron
                                                              We’ll be able to leave in just a moment, there's paperwork I have to sign.

    Paperwork

Yes.

Yes  Of course

                         I should bring the car up
Yes.

    he paused

Hallie smiled her dimples amazing
                                  he looked out the window  they were conversing


he was good
               cant deny reality

walking towards the doors he thought the ride home was   going to be something else

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