he was a juggler
as long as a third or
fourth ball wasnt introduced into the mix
distracking himdisturbing his concentration
I had serious thoughtsdoubts regarding
his ability to concentrate
what Id seen of it resembled a
moth frantically fluttering around a bulb lighting a small halo in the night
I listen to the words that come
out of his mouththe lies and I know I have to pay attention to what he does
rather than what he says
the times I take him at his word are
particularly when he exercises his disgust
it rivals my disgust of him
I enjoyed when he argued he wasnt
amoral he was immoral explaining that he thought outside the boxhe saw
it necessary to twist the status quo drop being PC awful political correctness cowardly we stand behind itwere too
polite things have long needed to be
said bluntly and if feelings are hurt
that was understandable but feelings
shouldnt and cant limit an honest discussion (I hear disgustion) being PC was unacceptable
things
needed to be said unflinchingly bravely
he was bravehe said
he was charismatic he said
maybe he doesnt understand that
one doesnt say either about themselves
they are conferred by others
I suppose he was just trying to
save us some time
I can only speak to the way I see
things an Gawd knows I dont limit my tether I have a fast appreciation of fantasy the
absurd the confusion the Inanimate sows
it served his purpose to be
immoral
it feeds his white rallies
however when things catch up with
him and the faithful crowd size falters hell
get fussy
and when the facts are pointed
out to him hell argue that those who are against him are amoral they are the FAKERs
what happened before is
implacable
it is irrelevant to the present
(the past is a nice place to
hide)
however I recognise that the
present is a continuum from the knowable past and forward into an unknowablebut
possible or probable future
we are unlike each other
and I
should think he would be as revolted by me representing him as I am of him
representing me as a American citizen in the worlds eye
last week, July,
2018
1144, Friday the Thirteenth, 2018
