1.9.25

 
   grim
spontaneous
a misfortunate cat feral  face only a farsightedmother could love showed up outside his house like all the other outdoor cats in his life
                               like many outdoor women in his life
showedup

Take me in.
    they didnt ask

implied

apparently a sucker for implication

    sucker for pussy

2229,  Monday -- Labourless Day,  1  9. 25

it occurred to him

in order for him

to have suicidal ideations
      the only way

hed have to take anti-depressants

SSsRIs

SssNRIs

    sounds like a pit of vipers conversing

2029,  Monday – Labourless Day,  1  9. 25

he knocked vigorouslywas excited  itd been a year
                                                      could hear him shuffling up the tiled foyer Pickup your feet Dad  Pickup your feet  Gonna catch a grout joint tumble smack your puss on the floor doormaybe the door  not as far a fallmaybe can drop to your kneesforearms up protect your kisser

his old man answered the front door

it swung in

his father backpedaled
                         getting an eyeful of him he backpedaled more steps than were necessary
like laughing too hard at a joke  bordering obnoxious
                                             Jesus Christ.
Ja yes
        Exactly the look I was goin forJesus Christ
Donya just wanna nail me up on a cross invite the Ku Klux Klan have a barbecue
                                                                                      I think Id taste more like pork than chicken

1330,  Monday – Labour Day, 1  9. 25
1546,  Monday – Labour Day

he groanedFuck  Not again

she rocked forward off the arm towards him
                                               they were sitting on the couchhe was rubbing her legs her feet

    her feet
                    somehow
she turned him into a foot fetishist it gets easier to say over time  hadntever attracted him before
                                                                                                  What’s up, babe?

Cant people  just   say

AGT?

Ja
    You know it

I’m afraid I do. When I tune in you tune out sit beside me reading, utterly oblivious to what I’m watching, listening to.

Obviously not porn
                    she laughed the marvelous merriment  deepdimples going off complimenting her gay musical hahas  No. Not porn.
             she saw the earnest expression in his face
Yawanna try?

    I shoud
You should. 
              I’ll cross my fingers for you.

Wha was it again

A.  G.  T.

Say it  it sounds like someone gaggin on a deepthrust cock
                                                                   she cocked her head aside  It does.
Agt
       Imagining gaggin on my own cock
That’d be a trick.

Ya think

That’s my trick.

It is

she pushed her heel into his crotch
                                      Arya kiddin’ me? This banter’s making you hard?
You kiddin me kiddo
                      You walk past meyour presence  your scent    your vibe turns me on
You’re crazy.

                  Anything forthcummin . .
. . Caught tha
Let me finish . . .


Four cumming.
                   I’m gonna turn you inside out.
Until you spit it out.
A G T

That’s my boy.

Porn

Please.
          I can’t think right now.  she gently kneaded  his cock  she was distracting him  cockwondering
Phew
        A G  T

A Goodly Threesome  Think Threes Company
                                                    Methinks
Againstan between Giant Tits
                                 Methinks

Agonising  Growing   Trouble in my pants

That’s enough that’s enough, I’m getting hot.

Please
          Ive no idea  Give it to me

she pulled her legs awayknelt beside himunbuttoning her blouse
                                                                                    breathless  A G T. America’s Got Talent.
    Whas tha . . .

                        he was focusing
  
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1330,  Monday – Labour Day,  1  9. 25

in Milos honour

he exaggerated a blink Awcomon.

No awcomon
                 You ever know me not to have a reason

Your reasons often scarcely hold onto the edge, the lip, of plausibility.  Probable.

Possibly
             Ya might be wrong

You torture right and wrong, make either convenient for you, have them help affirm your queer sensibilities.

    But ifyall  pause    one second
                                           Im sporting an obvious hint
Hint?

           It’s a surprise party for Dad, his ninetyseventh birthday.

Aahja  Every days a surprise for Dad
                                         An in kind he surprises you

What do you think he’s going to say when he sees you, only getting to see you once a year, seven days?

    He gonna recognize you?

Hell say  What? Your barber die?
                                    An hell be right

Im finishing out the year in Milos honour
                                            Only his hands have cut my hair this year cut my hair made me beautiful since twothousandsixteen

I’m sorry. My condolences.

     he got mistyeyed
                      Thank you  Cat was too much fun   Too  much  fun

1116,  Monday – Labour Day,  1  9. 25

Crosby, Stills, Nash & Young  Almost Cut My Hair  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=as5lE64J1hQ

she lovedabsolutely loved was being facetious when she listened to white Christian Republicans address their statesaddress anybody who would listen she had no choice but to although she wouldnt listen to felon she read transcripts read his braying Truth Socialnot online when it appearedtranscribed by worthwhile news sources

whenever chokes when she understands the majority of people in their state found them  palatable  whenever they speak what usually rolls off their tongue as introduction to whatever calamity they were told to perform or their gerrymandered legislatures deciding against the will of the people who voted to pass democratic commonsense referendums
                                they say
their preamble

they tout

Faith

God

Family

and Freedom cant have God first separation of church and state by the Constitution which they believe is too long-in-the-tooth theocracy destined
her skin chaffs
her brain roils
                whenever that inevitable line-up is puked spewed   a susurrating wound
                                                                                                   Wheres
America
how

many

other

descriptors

follow

Freedom

before

America

appears

 
   they remind her of people who sack newborn kittens and throw them in a river
theyre not cruel

   depraved

444preferred,  Friday,  29  8. 25
1130,  Monday – Labour Day,  1  9. 25
Kate Smith  God Bless America  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SvUxPIoZf4g  Hokey she thought not

World War 1  Yip Yip Yaphank  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2J7_4AkApgE

https://www.classical-scene.com/2010/04/18/entertaining-the-troops-with-yip-yip-yaphank/

she identifies as she

it wasnt a pronoun debate  assertion
                                           just good oldfashion   she

she does not identify when she writes with I or me  reads themshe believes far too frequently

I  me   make declarations statements
                                         her classics  You’re either with U.S. or you’re against U. S..
Bushwhackers


or make threats

Declares States and Makes ThreatsOhmy
                                               only thing she lacked and certainly wasnt going to acquire was a knock-off of Dorothys blueanwhite gingham pinafore fittedbodice twostraps kneelength skirt worn over a creamcoloured highnecked blouse and those goddamn  goddamn   puffy sleevesher mother dug them  she herself never wore them  she was a woman  but continually outfit her as a little girl  on Sundays  for church  in similar attire  puffyfuckin sleeves until
                                                       she threatened to go to church naked rather than wear
assimilate  Dorothy

they didnt have a dog

goldfish

her mother could tolerate goldfish

they didnt shed

didnt have to take them for a walkalthough when she read in the backyard at the picnic table in the shade of a black walnut and a pear tree she took them outside so they could see the fishbowl she lived in
    her neighbourhood

she was pretty sure the goldfish thought as they gold that all human beings were white  like her neighbourhood
                 if the little boy nextdoor that summer ran through the sprinkler into a ray of sunlight he shone like a Fourth of July silverwhite sparkler at night

stunninglywhite

                    like her fathers bleached starchedwhite shirts hung to dry in the sun on the clothesline

goldfish
whitepeople

all in glass bowls

didnt dare throw stones

then she did as a teenager

all hell broke loose

the sex was great

 

she identified as she

disliked the subjectivity of Is and mes adored 

dissecting the world objectively

                                    but

as with all worthwhile human beings whatever colour

she was being who she was

    immaculately                                    

2359,  Sunday,  31  8. 25
1023,  Monday – Labour Day,  1  9. 25

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8SOkm0XryIc