23.9.16

selfish White Gods



she dug a testy vagrant seedling out of a curb drain that emptied into the gutter of the main street that cut the town in half before the interstate did again in the Fifties

she took it because she could and because no one but her cared

in her backyard she had Skinny a tall spindly tree whose species she didnt want to identify Ayo a dazzling white sage Oaklee definitely an oak Iggy the fig MaryJane who if wasnt a marijuana plant did a sensational impersonation of one Slim another tough unknown plant that piqued her interest and Okchakko-iti a Colorado blue spruce she intended to replant but her landlords were adamantly against  they detested pines  she assumed their issue was watering it which in semiarid California could be a worthwhile argument if they werent the namesake and relations of an early homestead family who believed the water under the tens of thousands of acres of Indian lands granted them nearly two hundred years earlier were inviolable  sacrosanct 

illhumoured she thought Its nice to be allowed among the White Gods

not allowing their stand against Okchakko-iti to chaste her her eye grew attentive to any upstarts and vagrants that seemingly sprung from nothing

nowhere near was their apparent parentage

more than likely an undigested seed shat by a bird and randomly given a shot at life

she couldnt imagine a better reason for trying to help and give them a leg up


flat-out many detest vagrants
                         they had no intentions of trying to understand or even hear their stories the deficits they incurred and suffered through no fault of their own


many are like that


she wasnt one

never was



she didnt care for selfish White Gods

       

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You must live in the present, launch yourself on every wave, find your eternity in each moment.   Henry David Thoreau