When I go to bed I assume a sleeping position that woud not upsetwoud be approved  a pose so tha if I died before I wake arya fucking kiddin metalk about indoctrination Now I lay me down to sleep I pray the Lord my soul to keep If I should die before I wake I pray the Lord my soul to take

   Take my soul  where

I figure initially to the morgue while they try to contact family about the moldy remains theyre related to

Friends?

Nah

          Im not one to seek friends or frequent friendly confines

   Why Id assume a posture that woud reflect well upon me

Ive written it down

    Whas with the expression

How you’ve assumed a posture not to be . . disturbin . .

. . Uncouth  Hand on dick

                             Cops  Appears he croaked midstroke.

Not a coroners photograph Id want to leave to posterity

                                                             Yadig

Dig.

      You crack me up.

It’s written down?

It is

It shares a leaf with mosaic

Your declared writing style.

Correct

Also the fact tha I yell shet  shitewha have you  when I cum

                                                                            You

trying to resist being drawn into the conversation she found she couldnt help herself

                                                                          Oh God.

Youre giving God credit

    Credit?

Credit

I’ve not given that thought before.

                                       Oh God.

Yeah.

    That’s what pipes up.

What’s with that expression?

was awfully hard to suppress a leer

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. . . immoral Mary.

Pleease  You shoud know better than tha

The beast?

Mary  Jah

            Wasnt immoral   Girls just want to have fun

    The Beast, capital B.

The Breasts the immaculate Beast Breasts Body boyohboy buddyboy

                                                                              Ya never saw her didya

No.

        Evidently you and Dad were tighter than he and I.

Man coud be a pain in the ass  but    when we met circumstances were far different than when you met him

        He was a younger man

Id known him five years before you traipsed onto the scene suffered trauma had cheer had shared raucous celebrations

    They were five formative years

 

You conformed?

Me

    Cold day in hell

Ive always been whaya see is whaya get don pull punches

 

                                                                      Although you do

I think because I didnt an you did you werent

                                                     Werent

What?

    He didnt have the respect for you he had for mealthough  it  a churlish respect

 

You were the better man?

Jah

     Ya never saw or met Mary

Need I say more

 

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Cyndi Lauper  Girls Just Want to Have Fun  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PIb6AZdTr-A

Bye Bye, Birdie  The Telephone Song  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VaXh9Fm8fqs

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1t3cBTb3xPc

All-American incels

What made you say that?  she smiled  You’re not one.

All-American  Or incel  he smiled

Not an incel.

Might be without your help

Help?

    Loosely

she smiled  You’re loose.

I am

We help each other.

    We do  So Ive two songs in mind

Two.

           The first triggered incels?

I dig youjah

You were absently humming it while it played not threefour minutes ago

I was humming?

You were

I don’t remember.

I said absently

                        America  This is to all the lonely people

Hence, incel.

Excellent

            he chuckled she laughed great dimples

An the second song

Was I absently humming it?

No

It wasnt on the radio

    Huh.  A second son . .

. . According to our conversation

A hint?

Help  he smiled now three he thought

Help.

          Is this about sex?keepin’ incel at bay?

Love to later  No

 

I’ve no idea.

Cock

That gives me ideas . . . but no idea.

Was a hint

Vaguely.

    Cocker

Shit.

        With a little help from my friends.

Jah

    You don’t have other . . friends?

No  Youre my friend

                            I thought of a third

Maybe you quit thinkin’.

Impossible

Like not breathin’.

Jah

    I know that.

Ya do

 

Another she grinned dimples deeper  vague hint.

Help

 

About sex?

I like where your minds at   Beatles

                                                    Wannafuck

I thought you’d never ask.                          

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Cocker  With a Little Help From My Friends  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eXV4WyQMHFM

Beatles  Help  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2Q_ZzBGPdqE

he was highhe was giddy

                             Ewe

buddyboy responded  Me?

Ewe

You?

Ewe

I don’t think you’re asking me telling me you, are you?

No

Ewe.  Sheep?

Jah

What of ‘em?

Reinventingrealigning your line

I have so many.  laughed

Your homophobic lines are the bes . .

. . I’m not.

You arebut were not talkin about you   Ewe

                                                Whas your line

I am not homophobic.

Ya keep tellin yourself tha whas your line

 

    Yadon wanna play

I’m not.

So ya said

               Playing

 

What the fuck, I'm high.

                               Why not.

What’s my line?

Its me speaking to you rather than the other wayround you speaking to mejah

Yeah. Okay.

I do ewe not you ewe  you do you you do you bumrush gayrush a horde of homos because youre not phobic

    What are you talking about?

If yaever walked up behind a ewe youd know wha Im talkin about  bumrush gayrush lets go out an have a drink Ill buy at the Gay Ninetie . .

. . No.

Know youre phobic

    I’m not. I’m high. I prefer to hang in the room.

The holeworlds our oyster

You’re making fun of me.

I am

         Haf the reason I hang out with you buddyboy easy to fuck with your qi

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By your expression, you didn’t see that coming.

Nope

And you’re upset.

Jah

        A gut punch

As imaginative as I am  I didnt imagine hed say tha

 

    Well . . . he's olde . .

. . No  He doesnt get a pass because hes old

But you held your tongue.

No  I cant say I did

                            I was shocked

An in the next few seconds he said Id have to excuse him he needed to use the bathroom

Thanks for the call, son, I love you.

He hungup

 

I wasnt callin back

Frankly it was a good thing it happened over the phone than face to face

                                                                                 Thawoud have been ugly

You would have presse . .

. . Damn right  Had it happened in person Idve been in his face like a fly on shit

    Fly on shit.

                     You are upset.

Wha an awful thing to say

He’s an old man.

Care to stand up for himIm all ears

    No.    You have to understan . .

. . I don

         Age doesnt give fuckinanyone let alone my old man  the right to be unthinking insulting    rude

You’re rude often.

On purpose

Driving home a point

Wanna fuck with me lets fuck

 

    I appreciate you listenin Hallie  Thank you

You’re welcome.

                            Why don’t you replay it one last timereally . . put it to bed.

    Tell me again.

something vile caught in his throat

he didnt have to spit

he cleared it several times before he spoke

After Donnys birthday conversation a little small talk time gettin long hed be getting anxious I mentioned Lu died eight years ago   Today cleared his throat    He said cleared his throathe said  

                                                                                    Yeah.  Time flies.

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Mimetic Tha looks wrong  not the word youre thinkinof   Jah Youre rightthank you   mnemonic  a mnemonic device  Clever Rachel

Know whaelse is tryin to hop aboard the clever train

Wha  Not who

No

      Wha   Googles AI Overview

Howstha

Checking the spelling of mnemonic typed mnemonic defined  it replied I wasnt looking for conversation Rachels without attributing her  H O M E S

Aah

Aahjah When she related it was for tha how she remembered the Great Lakes  an in association with felons asshole kerfuffl . .

. . Lake America

Correct

           On a display projected behind her H O M E S letters printed vertically then a picture silhouette Lake Ontario was posted

S H A M E   Obviously

mariachi snapped their fingers Just like tha

Just like tha  She laid it so well I coudnt have not seen it

                                                             So well done

Yet you seem irritated

    I am Ohboyboyohboy got his panties in a knotdoubted I got to shame off Ontario being posted   Like, instantaneously? he saidnot asked   Felt like an untoward accusation

Like instantaneouslyjah

I saw her show.

Fantastic  Brilliant

I didn’t arrive at shame until the letters were reordered.

But you don see patterns you don do jigsaw puzzles ever play Jumble  word Jumble

I’ve seen jumbles in the paper accompanying crossword puzzles.

                                                                     I did the crosswords.  No.

Then you woudnt have jumped to shame as I did  I do jumbles in my head pencil in the letters in the circled boxes that assembled an reordered provide the solutionsometimes not even tha  the cartooned hint overly broad

 

Shame.

          You saw that as the outline of Lake Ontario was flashed on the screen behind Rachel?

I did

        The hint overly broad

    I have a hard time believing you.

Then don

 

Kinda prickish

Yathink  

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