5.6.21

 

the shit that comes out of his buddys mouth tickled him

have a coffeemeet give him a halfhour he steps in it 
                                                       most recently he related a conversation he either had with an old woman or had watched an interviewWHAT she was askedWHO HE ASKED what she missed most of youth

wistfully he said she said she missed most breaking into a runrunning for the joy of runningfeeling the air play in her hair he continued nodding even after he spoke


Yare lamenting          

Lamenting? I’m not.

You are

I was not.

Gotta ask the old woman  she have hair   Maybe she misses her hair

Why would you ask that? I don’t remember.

Yare lamentingyare a lamenter

No, I wasn’t. I'm not.

Im not entertaining a childs argument with ya Yah-no yah-no Admit it  The truth shall set you free 


Alright, alright, so I lamented . a bit . . 
. . Horseshit I saw your faceheard it in your voice  You werent lamenting a bitmore than a bit  yawere full out lamenting It was a fervent lamentation

It was a bit.

Don get terse 
              A bit really awright  Lets parse it in terms you love throwing around  Gimme a percent a fraction ya enjoy value judgments  Evaluate your lamentation  Quantify itbecause yare certainly in no frame of mind to qualify it

I’m not.

Yawont

I'm not.


Awright 
            I don think there was an old lady I think you were talking to yourselfmusing to yourself in a mirror to your reflection in the microwave door

Yawere youngnow yare not yacant do wha ya did then Hang yer hat on itya did once
                                                                                             Please no remorse

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Steam Down - Etcetera (Visualiser) ft. Afronaut Zu  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WL6mMhkkyL4

Paris -- 1 part

 

she said her name was Paris 
                                  off her lips it sounded audacious his mind prattled London Chicago Miami Seattle

she saidlike she was reading his mind  her mother knew it was audacious she consciously spitefully chose it After she named me, had my name committed on the live birth certificate, she gave me up for adoption.

I think she didn’t love the man who impregnated her, I am fatherless; but she loved me enough to give me away because she couldn’t raise me by herself.    

The story is my birthmother told the doctor, the nurses, appropriate staff, whoever adopted me couldn’t change my name. First, you see, she said, Paris will know they did; and when I find out, and I can, I will, if they change her name I’ll come after them, find them, and cut their heads off.
You tell them that.

It’s not an idle threat.  

Paris, obviously, will have been without a mother before; she’ll survive being motherless again.


My birthmother, I never met, although I seem to take after her. I’ve been a handful for my mother and father. They have often told me that I know too much for my own good. I remember them telling me that even as a small girl.

I was a handful.

she took the words out of his mouth  but he saidoverwriting it so she wouldnt read his mind again  she was a handfulhandfuls happy handfuls  My folks didnt tell me until I was a teenager

she mused as she looked at him 
                                 maybe she picked up on his blatant thoughthappy handfuls  overtly sexual  he wouldnt mind playing with her if she wanted  If yare reading my mind 

spookily she smiled simultaneously

Jesus Im fucked he thoughtthen he thought he heard a thought raised in his head not in his voice  Maybe.

she was still smiling      

 

he took her for a drink The Black Ram

Is this your watering hole?

Watering hole  I like ithadnt thought of it in your vernacular  Yes mebbe now that I think of it my watering hole  Have you one 

How do you mean?

Bar tavern restaurant his face screwed uppleasant confusion  Whadaya mean how do I mean

Good, on your toes, maybe you won’t bore me.

Yare not afraid youll bore me

No, I am not afraid.

her fearlessness got the better of him
                                      he got his arms around herinside of hers and hugged her tightly fullbodied

she hugged him back

Man you feel good

You feel good too. 


Whaya having this evening 
                             he got the bartenders attention sealed it hugging Paris Sammy
Sammy Joe called out she began making her way over to where they stood at the bar he liked to taking his drinks at the bar tip Sammy directly then hed take a chair a table or went out back outside where the Ram had a seating area tables under trees hanging lanterns candles on the tables nice melon coaxing  confessionallike

What should I have? What would you order me?

Id love ordering you
                         Sammy this is Paris  Paris Sammy

as the women shook hands he realised they were nearly spitting images tall athletic wellbuilt  Sammy dark Paris light

Paris, it suits you, what will have tonight?

Ask Joe, he’s ordering.

Sammy laughed she had a big laugh 
                                         Ordering?  Because he’s here he doesn’t have to breathe a word, I can read his mind.

I can too.

You can? very good. Strange place, huh?

Yes. In a word, strange.

Hey gals Im standing right here

It talks.

Sammy, I like you, I really like you; it talks.

An right off I think I like you too. 
                                   You’ll excuse me, I’ll be back

if Sammy hadnt been engaged when they met he would have made a play for her  sometimes he thought he should have  he heard her marriage lasted a year and a half two  by then they were too deep into their friendship  sex would have been incestuous 
                       but had she not been engagedmarried had they played she was an ample playgroundlikely an adventurous playmate had they played those two years foreplay would have been fierce climaxes mindblowing

There you go, kids, Joe’s patent chilled double Dirty Bird martini, three olives. Starting a tab, Joe?

Yesplease Sammy Have something on me later this evening awright Ya look parched

I might, I might, mebbe I will. 
                               You’ll have to excuse me again, gotta go; nice meeting you, Paris.

Wonderful meeting you too, Sammy.


She’s quite a girl; very attractive, dark, statuesque.

Got a head on her shoulders too this is a part time gig
                                                         When I feel Id like to have a drink if shes not here I don  Nobody makes a Dirty Bird like Sammy

It’s the secret ingredient, Joe.

Secret ingredient

Yes. Love. 
           She loves you.

We go way back 

Ah, so four words, not the standard tried-an-true three?

he smiled 
           Maybe once upon a time  My ardor was forged into adore I love her like a sister

That’s incest.

You been listening

You’re funny, I don’t have to listen; you’re an open book, you're not selfconscious, you don’t care, you don’t give a damn. 


Paris I definitely wanna get to know you better

I’d like that. 
            she held her glass up  they tapped glasses vodka bright olives greenslightly trembling  To what may come.

To unexpectedness

they sipped
             Ohshit this is delicious! This is delicious, Joe; Sammy’s a goddess.

Yah shes perfected it  but not too loud itll go to her head 




So tell me a story.

they were having a third martini 
                                  unexpectedly Sammy brought them their second and had one with them under the trees and sky My break, thought we’d get caught up, and I could get to know Paris better. she pointed at Paris I shouldn’t have a reason, but I like you.

I think it has something to do with Joe introducing us; he’s a good calling card.

he chuckled 
              Im sitting right here

Shh, Joe, Paris is talking. I like her voice, how her mouth moves.
                                                                    turning her full attention to Paris  You strike me as a woman one shouldn’t fuck with.

Sammy, you strike me as a woman one shouldn’t fuck with also.

Mirrored minds . .
. . You want to shut up, Joe; no one’s talking to you.  they said it together

Jesus Christ excuse me

Sammy said to Paris You or me?

May I?

Please.

they laughed togetherbright laughter neither covering their mouths 
                                                                      Paris said There’s no excuse for you, Joe.

Ohfunny a couple of comedians 
                                  Lemme know when I can come into the water and play Ill sit tightlisten enjoy my delicious drink

Sammy reached overput her hand on top of his Good boy, you’re such a good boy.  looking over at Paris Isn’t he a good boy?

Paris said I’m counting on it. 
                               You were saying, Sammy.

 

 

So tell me a story.

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