9.8.19


Hey, Joe . . . it’s just Mom . . Sorry I missed you.

just Mom  just Mom   what does that say

crazy voicemail on his home machine
                                        it occurred to him to torture the truth out of the machine but torture eventually produces only what the interrogator wants
                                              and if an interrogator wants lies to support their theory theyll get the lies from the mouth of who they torture

queer how intelligence communities try to sell that they can get the truth  or get at the truth

they extract what serves their purpose and hand it off as reality  


one should remember intelligence agencies are built on plausible deniability

in the United States it has allowed them to assassinate political and religious leaders when they either stepped too far or went over the tips of their skis 
                                 amazing  in the Land in the Home of the Free and the Brave


cross power 
             itll cut you down   

all you can hope is that those who are behind you will not be intimidatedmade fearful


living in fear isnt living

survival 
         isnt living




he called her back the next morning

he was at work when she left her message

Hey

Hey what? Is that how you greet your mother?

My mother maybe not my mother however you cast aspersions when you said its just Mom makes me think youre implying  just Mom that perhaps I have another mother

What?

Youre not just Mom youre Mom  Correct

You knew what I meant.

I did not

I cant say Ive ever left a message where I said  its just Joe

But you parse words, Joe, you always . .
. . Maybe I should have been an attorney

Maybe you should have; you’re argumentative enough.

Umm  Id say confrontational  not argumentative

Parsing words.

Oh JustMom Get on with it Why did you call

Your father and I were watching the news yesterday and we saw that two men, two murderers, were in your neighborhood.

My neighbourhood

Yes.

My neighbourhood  Or California

Stop. In your neighborhood.

In my home town

No, not your home town . .
. . Then they werent in my neighbourhood awright

No matter. We just wanted to be sure you were safe.

Thank you JustMom Ill assume the murderers were white They killed people with guns

Yes.

Then likely they killed people they could victimise  Last thingId think a murderer wants to do is try and kill someone who can defend themselves  hurt them   kill them

Don’t be too sure of yourself, Joe.

Thanks JustMom  Ill keep that under advisement


One of the men shot themselves.

So  then I need only worry about one white man

Well, no, he surrendered himself to police; walked up to a squad car and told the officer he was a suspect; I wish the cop would have shot him dead. 

JustMom  The cop he surrendered to was white

Yes.

Well  the cop wouldntve shot him  White cops only shoot black men.

Oh my, Joe, you’re terrible!

Terribly honest JustMom

Would you stop with that Just Mom crap.

So there isnt another Mom in the picture

No. I’m your mother.

Think again If youre owning being my mother youre owning some responsibility for who I am And sometimes I dont wanna own up to who I am 

But like Popeye I yam what I yam and dats what I yam  Im Joe


You’re a screwball.

Im your screwball  Gotta go Maw  I love you

I love you, Joe
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1523,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  7  8. 19
1552,  Friday,  9  8. 19
Fela Kuti  Why Black Men Dey Suffer  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FvmKcB-nziE