Ya look like a dildo

                     Take it as a compliment

he frowned as it worked its way through his skull not necessarily a perilous journey  actually ought to be pretty licketysplit very little resistance

                                     A dildo? 

Yah dildo

I don’t know how to take that, let alone take it as a compliment . .

. . Useful 

           Im not saying it literally thad fuck with him literally always had him at battle with himself over figuratively he saw the pawns move forward 

                           Listen to me he wasnt  for some reason he had to play chessmaybe he thought it snazzier rather than play checkerpieces on the gameboard WOUDYA LISTEN TO ME  Ill explain once again Literally is exact concrete in its meaning Figuratively provides ya room for interpretation exaggeration

he sighed took a big breath 

                              So yare listening   Yes.   I saidIm paraphrasing myself  I prefer not but I am understand paraphrasing to me is like being roughly yanked back through time thasaid figuratively ya remind me of a dildo being used when needed though not for sexual pleasure

I’m not following.

  Please

           Canya recall our conversation preceding dildo

No.

Thawoud help

                Yawanna try

No.

Donwanna work tha hard

You got it.

Your buddy

My buddy. words blanched of any recognition

Your buddy She takes you out when she needs you Lemme sayat least  she takes you out to pleasure herselfhe started to smile he stomped on it Not sexually  Ring any bells he was getting hinted out

No.

Really thawas stupid to say

I’m lost . .

. . Because you cant remember where we left our conversation not ten minutes ago  Yasaid you were gonna to work on tha

I said I needed to work on that.

You can remember tha

That I need to yes.

Yare killin me

                Yare her buddy shes said so   But you don know tha yet 

Oh. 

      Your dildo analogy is lost on me.

Aint gonnabe the last thing lost on ya

1516,  Thursday,  10  2. 22

1033,  Monday,  25  7. 22

Dispatch  Two Coins  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ub2F_KMO-WY

the Former addressed the Turning Point Student Action Summit in Tampa this weekend

                                                                                             “A friend of mine once said – once upon a time who whos this friend – that I was the most persecuted person in the history of our country. I never thought of it that way. I never had time. I was always fighting these people that were trying to persecute me.” CRICKETS “I didn’t have time to think about getting persecuted because I was fighting persecution. Certainly, there’s been no politician or president treated like I’ve been treated.” 

                                                        CRICKETS 

don do the crime if ya cant do the time

he hadnt heard the Formers voice for months 

his speech remains inanely the same

                                        persecuted four times in six sentences

hambone deserved CRICKETS

1934,  Monday,  25  7. 22

Formers persecution  https://sports.yahoo.com/trump-met-silence-gop-audience-041933914.html

she was a cyborg

it wasnt sitting well with her shed hiss Frankenstein

he was trying to console her 

they were living together before the accident almost killed her

the room was palelemon coloured

he was confident there was another name for it and she knew it

he painted it while she was remediatedremade recovered in the hospital the rehabilitation clinic

it had been a point of contention

she adored yellow its nuances

                                 There’s more than one hundred yellows, did you know that? she could tell the difference between them she could tell the differences between any colours

he couldnt

she had taped the yellow paint card to the wall hellbent on it happening

then he wasnt

now he was hellbent on pleasing her

he counted the days

she didnt even notice

                       I hate being this!why didn’t you leave me alone?

he smiledhe knew she loved his smileloved he usually smiled during the most inappropriate times usually preceding a bout of disarming black humour

No. Don’t don’t you dare.

his smile grew larger whabig teeth you have Gramma better to eat you with 

                                                                                   Secretly their inside joke Did you want ice cream for dessert   No. Though secretly I do. they concluded itexclamation pointed it with swiftknowing winks secretly Ive always wanted a Six Million Dollar Woman all to myself  You had to do until you came along

stuffing her laughdropping her eyes I’m veryvery different than I was. big tearsnot pity tears

Look around woudya Im different too

she raised her eyes

                     Ohmy nearlyhysterical laughter big tears  like showering

he took her in his arms

                         Thank you for perseveringfor willingwilling from the very depths of your soul to accept to accept fight an come back

he gently wiped tears from her eye with the back of his little finger

I can’t feel that.

Tell yawha well find every place on your body thaya can

                                                             An I suspectknowing you theyll be like different huesshades of yellow an every other damn colour

she grabbed his hand by the wrist with both hands

it hurt

she didnt know her own strength

hed say later

he was grateful she was homethey were together pain be damned

theyd learn

You fought me, desperately, on painting yellow.

Desperate a touch hyperbol . .

. . You excel at it.

I can though methinks desperate is your turn Yes I fought you anIm sure we aint don fightin Theres much we have to learn 

Do you still love me?

Love you I love youyour new bits an pieces too

I don’t recognise me.

I do Im grateful yare home 

                             AnI have plentyenough gratitude for us  One foot in fron . .

. . Of the other.

Thas my girl

I am your girl.

Yare my girl  Thank you.

she smiledsuddenly beautifully

You got a joke

No. it didnt break her smile  I got two birthdays.

Look at you ya do 

                   Anwell tear em up when they fall  I love ya buckwheat I love every inch of youinside an out from the tips of your toes to the radiant ends of the hair on your head   

AMish, before 6,  Monday,  25  7. 22

1225,  Monday

Dispatch  Questioned Apocalypse  Live  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nyhrsuSDMmg&list=PLSKE0Qj9jabzO2j464kw6c_KfpBVHQ8_V&index=7 

Studio  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9SI5IkTjoDo

Elyse1 finally occurred to himhe thought so 

                                              all he had do was plant the seed spit on it give it a little time don pinedon stress  itd come to him 

                          Step right up little lady  Thanks for coming

Elyse smiled  sat pretty brighteyedbushytailed blinked her huge green eyes expectantly

My question  Baggage people carry    Is it linear or exponential

others at the table wondered when he thought it began accummuleating Yes two Ms and an E 

                                                                                                            Comon Stop  Yare not ignorant it comes onto us no escape  Id insist like our scribbled tabula rasa early on  We aint becoming adults without toting a sack of possiblychildhood definitelyteen spirit

Elyse1 you are a classically trained doctor psychiatrist   Off the cuff whaya think 

What do you think?

                     ohbrother the usual pingpong match  wha one thinks is more importantmore valuable than what the doctor thinks but he wasnt asking her as a consulting physician  he was asking her as another albeitmoreversed individual

   Really   Wha do I think

Yes. 

he could detect a slight scent of starch or disinfectant

                                                          I believe exponentially

Interesting.

which says nothing interesting is ambivalent

Yare not going to say

I have to give it some thought.

Fair enough ya do that

                       didnt matter  he was over the moon    he recalled Elyse1 weeks later

  

1607,  Thursday,  10  2. 22

1450,  Sunday,  24  7. 22

Nirvana  Smells Like Teen Spirit  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hTWKbfoikeg