he said Id put his ass on a train
What she said Thatd be rude
You asked me Thats not being rude its being cost and time efficient
Hes my brother . .
. . And weve had this conversation before Family is nothing but other people We didnt chose to have them in
our lives
Its their tyranny
But it is your choice
You chose to include me in your
life But yet again youve chosen to stand me up for your family
Our next plans those are on you
Dont say that
Dont say thatreally This is a simple hard fact Im relating or reiterating Am I not
Well Yes
Then please dont say Dont say that Im
entitled to my feelings whether you want to hear them or not theyre as worthwhile as your
own which you deem inviolable
Youre being difficult
Im not I havent stood us up a have dozen times in a
row
It hasnt . .
.
. It has You dont want me going deep and
recall each and every one do you because I
can
And to each successive time you say you feel guilty
If youre doing what you want
theres no guilt to be had Unless of course
youre being dishonest And I cant imagine
youd be dishonest with me
Im not . .
. . Then youve done exactly what you wanted
to do
You cant say Im feeling guilty
It isnt guilt
Its a bromide Perhaps you use it thinking itll soften me in regards to your
actionsNo I wouldnt ever tell you what to do
any more than I would accept you telling me what to do
So whatever it is youre feeling babe its
all yours to alleviate
1234, Saturday,
26 11. 16
