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                                                       Junkyard Shaman  空に穴を溶かしてる Melting a Hole in the Sky 

Top Billing.

    Jah I know  Rare

And why?you always have your reason. Or reasons.

Softlyplaying ambient music as I writedig Junkyard Shaman  Whoever they are crushed it
                                                                                                  Tha
Antha the title Melting a Holeparticularly in the Sky tipped mekept hearing bits of a song in my head as I read an reread it melting a hole melting a hole
                                                    I heard something other
    Then it occurred to me
Beatles
          Fixing a hole not in the sky in a roof 

Id done tha for years as a teenager almosthad I been stupid woud have stayed in Chicago entered a partnership been a roofer all my life

                                       A career

Anya know how hard Ive worked to elude one
                                                 I'm fixing a hole where the rain gets in/And stops my mind from wandering. Where it will go.

Great song.

Is Off a great album Sergeant Peppers Lonely Hearts Club Band

Yes.

         You have the album?

In vinyl The record

You’ve a few.

Ive a fewjah

I’ll have to listen to Junkyard Shaman.

Not listenlet it wash over you rather than pay strict attention

                                                                   Ambient music Atmospheric Bathe
Bathe?

You understand bathe
                            Disappear into it
Really?  Disappear?

Youve been high

Have, but was always doing something while I’m hig . .
. . Fuck

          Kiddo youve missed out back to the drawingboard
Get high

Disappear


    I got to say . . . . that doesn’t appeal to me.

Aint gonna twist your arm

    No. That would be entirely unlike you.

Jah

         I like me

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Beatles  Fixing a Hole  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UPBd8eHQqIw

she wasnt keen on beehive hairdos
                                     Would you please, please, please stop, Mom.

What? upset with her You’ll look beautiful, you look amazing with your hair up.

she was a fieryredhead her curls capillaries nearbursting with oxygenatedblood
                                                                                                   No.
she didnt tell her mother that looking in the vanitys mirror as she piled her hair up what she saw was it invertinginverted  looking like an Atomic blast Atomic cloud spiraling up and up and upher brains blowing out the top of her head her hair tossedup trying to catch its coils cells but since they were atomised all her hair-net did was sift  sift  sift   like earlier when she sifted flour for the cake her Mom was making for her to take to a friends unchaperoned birthday party late that afternoonshe was old enough  they would liberate her girlfriends parents liquor cabinet and get mildly drunk talk about boys and who had done what had gone  how    faaaar
                           shed admit giving a handjob

not the blowjob she didnt gag it wasnt tasty
                                              it wasnt untasty
in return he fingered her

                            inept   roughly   bruised   not bleeding

wouldnt let him come near her againhad no idea she had a clit  Think asshole.
                                                                                    Like a little dick
hers was a little more pronounced than her girlfriends

they called her lucky

                        it stuck
she was Lucky Lucy  

                       Thank God not Lucky Lucille her given name

 

    Why not Lucinda, Mom? Lucky Lucinda
                                                       she liked that  musical  wasnt staccato stammered  Luc ky Lu cy
Honey.
         It never occurred to us.
My sister.

Besides.

You didn’t look like a Lucinda.

   But a Lucy.  Like my aunt.

Yes.

 

she was going to get bombed at the party

come home

             play oohlala
with her slightlylarger clit imagining a guy with a more-than-slightlylarger cock than bruiser

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Dylan  Leopard-Skin Pill-Box Hat  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lOCYQtrm19s