20.7.14



The Light the lantern   was back

on fire  blinkering

it cast no shadows                                                                                                                           it didnt illuminate the Hermit

                                                             he watched it for hours through glass  searching it 
and around it for the slightest shift  an alteration of brilliance  a flicker of fabric or bone 
button or glint off the forged talisman he knew the gnarled Hermit to wear

               the Hermit wasnt clandestine or prone to stealth  His robe was long and heavy 
and dragged the earth like clumsy rake tines
His step was measured  but also heavy

he took the glass from his eyes and rubbed them furiously

                                                                                 inside his head their vision sparkled   
white stakes crackle and crimson stars  finding one another they cloistered
and collapsed in on themselves
then clambered awkwardly and blindly in their sudden dark
                                                                                                      until a spark caught
and revivified they danced again


he slaked his thirst with cold wellwater from a ladle held in a wooden bucket he had
drawn before bringing the glass to his eyes
                                                                         he dipped his wrists in it
                                                                                                                       his heart 
quickened

then he filled his hands  cupping the water  and splashed it on his face and beard and 
worked it through his curling mane

he didnt believe the Hermit was dead
only banished
                                                                   and awaiting the right time to emerge again   
as He had before

not knowing Time  He didnt know patience
and had He its concept or known the darkness He stayed in 
                                                                                                             he wasnt sure
that He wouldnt be restless or angered

He was many things  but many of those things wouldnt have been desirable or deemed 
qualities

he returned the glass to his eyes with an uptake of a breath that wandered out of his 
mouth a reluctant sigh
                                        a jettison of nerves exhaustion and relentless willfulness
he understood Time
he knew patience


he knew He knew who pushed him into the fire and Light and lantern
     
                          Time was a limp matter   a snail crawling over the edge of a razor blade
senseless of everything else
except                                                                                                                                          where it was going


and on its nameless heels
stalked the Hermit


2318,  Friday,  18  7. 14