19.10.26


turned onto his left sideelbow on mattresshead resting in hand
                                                                    Ya know wha makes me laugh
Every time

looking up at him her hair wildsplayed on the pillow
                                               Every time?
Every time

               The grim pair
Influencers  Life coaches

                                    Such crap

    It hasn't occurred to you that, at times, you're an influencer?

Me

You’ve influenced me.

Not in any sense tha influencers seek  Promote  Advertise    Ill be your friend for a fee

                                                                                               Not like tha
No, however you’re influential.

    Perhaps but rather I seek to open minds not change them

Sow doubt?

An opened mind mightbut being sceptical as long as I can remember pain in my parents ass them consistentlyconstantly Because I said. me countering Because don hold water
                                                                               Why

    How about your siblings?

I have two sisters who are similar but unlike me
                                                      Im me on steroids
You?  Extreme?  she laughedChrist he dug her dimples
                                                                   Thoughts of therapists, psychologists, psychiatrists? 
I cant say

No?

I cant  Ive not encounterinem soughtem don read How-To books   I cant say

                                                                                      I reason with books
I research I know my mindno no  I do not seek counsel

And you’re good in bed.

Im good in bed

                       Whastha have to do with anything
Shaddup.
                   And I'll show ya.
  
1750,  Thursday,  17  9. 26
1320,  Monday,  10  10. 26

Sisyphus

listened to a flatnose shovel scratching dirt off the concrete sand pebble drive

Do you say something?
sucked his teeth

                      I say tha out loud

You did. Sisyphus.
                      The forever rock roller.

Not to be confused with rockanroll

No.  No confusion.

                            What’s up, babe?

Fella across our shared drive is scrapin loose soil an tossing it back up onto the bank

    Yes.

Id thought by now the landlord woud have placed a retaining wall

He has one.
sucked his teeth

                     Spose youre right

I am, you’re listening to it.

                              It’s unlike you to let something insignificant a little thing irritate you. Is there something else?


paused
 

searched his mind

                          Aside from Sisyphus  nothing I can think of

    Did you want me to help you with that?

Help me  

unbuttoning her blouse
                      Jah.
Help you.

grinned
         Thad help

I thought it might. blouse off in hand dragging it she began down the hall to the bedroom
                                                                                 he was immediatelydeaf to the shoveling

High noon,  Saturday,  19  9. 26
1149,  Monday,  19  10. 26

https://www.greekmythology.com/Myths/Mortals/Sisyphus/sisyphus.html

RSI
      I resent tha its descriptive of agentic AI rather than human beings  We coud use a healthy dose of it

    RSI?  Look at you using an acronym.

One of the few I remember

                               Because Im outraged 


 

Are you going to say?

Really

        You  The king of irritation king of acronyms

Somehow this one has slipped me.

Not really  You don concern yourself or try to keep up with AI which is reflexive for me

Admirable to give yourself reflexive.
                                       Appalled, is more accurate.
RA

Reflexively appalled.

Toldya you were the king

Yeah well, the king’s still swinging in the breeze regarding RSI.

Recursive Self Improvement  AI  Its persistence and when failing to do an impossible task assigned it it cajoles lies cheats goes rogue trying to solve the task.

                                                             But
Maybe a contemptible human practises RSI


    Maybe.  reply looked like it hurt

Maybe   Wha

I don’t want to think about that.

Persistence

No.

       All of it.

    Contemptible would be judgemental and I prefer not to make judgeme . .
. . As you struggle  admittedly  with false assumptions

                                                               Enough ofem   You pass judgement
I don’t want to talk about it.

Don wanna work tha hard

Not right now, no, I’d like to enjoy my high.

                                                     Please.
eyed him  was seriously not interested
                                          Ohkay  Wha woudya rather talk about
Blondie.
Who you coudnt make any time with failed to intrigue her

If I didn’t get a chance to talk to her how could I possibly have intrigued her?

Ya made eye contact

I did.

You failed to wink

    Wink?

Wink

         Cant tellya all the doors its opened

1226,  reggaefriday,  11  9. 26
1030,  Monday,  19  10. 26